REPUTATION
Reputation.
don't we all have that.
It didn't matter if you care, few don't.
but can we truly just disregard of what other people think of us.
A lot people say that they totally don't care about it, people whom got nothing to lose, people that are more courageous more than a lot of people.
however she wasn't one of those, she cared about what everybody people though of her, what people think of her.
She goes to a elite school known for it students for having more money than everyone else kids that are on the 1% its not that she doesn't really consider herself as rich her family just earns more than others.
She's someone very adventurous someone so carefree, that she would rather use the train than use a car when going to places for her own satisfaction, being eco friendly she said.
A friend of everyone, someone you can trust and someone lovable when you get to know her, people have always liked her since they get comforted and happy whenever she talk to them.
she is probably the most understanding people they would ever meet.
But isn't it sad that no matter how lovable and kind she is to everyone.
she herself can't be kind to herself.
that she has to care about every single ones opinion in fear of the outcome if she does something wrong, she knows that she's a little bit paranoid.
but isn't it only reasonable to watch out for yourself, in this world that everyone is capable of destroying you, of backstabbing you, of ruining everything that you've built, that you worked so hard to build.
She will meet a lot of people, lot of them would consider her as their friend someone who would admire her charming carefree persona, someone who she would consider her ideal type a guy that would love her.
She really is looking forward for this someone.
But that would be really hard for someone as paranoid as her does it.
"he doesn't need to be perfect, he... he just needs to understand me, and care about me that's all" - 'REI'
Reading this would probably make people learn new things as we see the perspective of someone different form all the leads you've encountered.
PsycheReina · Masa Muda
