Just what left in this life for me?
Questioning again, what do I seek in this life?
I'm tired of everything.
Nothing really excited me.
Things turned dull and tiring.
Only become pains and aches.
I cling on people as the reasons to be happy.
I lost them, I lost my reasons to be happy.
I thought by making them happy, I would be happy too.
But that just satisfying their wishes.
To meet their expectations,
Just so they can be happy.
Am I happy?
I can't find a reason to be happy.
It's dull, monochrome and monotones.
I barely feel alive.
Do I want to exist at this moment?
Just my idles selfish and childish talk.
I'm so tired.