My behavior that makes me embarrassed

I saw Jo who was still busy tidying up all the things I was going to take with me moving from this house, Actually I only brought some of the things in this house, only the things I bought with my own money while the things I bought with money I left all Marco and I also sold some of the money along with this house and I will send the money to my mother's account. I hope that the money can be useful and can be used with my mother for my younger siblings.

Because after all I still think about them and miss them very much, I actually always dream of them, but I realized that if I could not go back there, because I still feel I have not become a successful person, if one day I have become a successful and successful person then I will return home and show myself to all of them especially to my dearest brother named Gatot! I want him to know that I am not the old Alin anymore!