Four: I got Isekaied by Truck-kun... Great

'I really hate my life.... reasons to smile continue to disappear'

   It was a thought that I had always crossed my mind; I often wondered why I was treated in a way that made me feel worthless.

Here I was once again dwelling on why thing happened when I knew I was never going to get an answer.

I knew that I was living on borrowed time. My mother made a very clear that one day she would get rid of my existence, and the feeling I felt earlier before my departure from that cursed home could only be described as death. Here I was running and gripping my crystal like it was a life line, and it made my nerves even worse when Hisoka kept chuckling next to my ear.

Ever since I was a child, I could sense a pending doom lurking the older I got. It wasn't until today this very faithful and disastrous day did I realize that my time on Earth would come to an end. Today was my 18th birthday, which meant I was legally an adult meaning that I could leave this hell hole now that I could take matters into my own hands.

The lurking ominous feeling wasn't all that pushed me to this point, it was them too. The moment they began communicating with me across whatever confusing warped sense of reality, was when they constantly reminded me that I had to go, no matter what, but this sickening feeling in my gut and in the back of my mind told me that I wouldn't get very far with my plan.

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Today was my birthday, so I wanted to treat myself being as I haven't done that before. "Darking, your clock is ticking... we don't have the time, you need to get out of this city as quick as possible... they're closing in on you." Hisoka's ominous voice sounded next to my left ear. The tone in itself was irritated and ominous, yet I sensed helplessness.... Possibly for the fact that he couldn't help me the way he wanted to. The two of us got close over the years, but that's a discussion for a later time...

It wasn't until i felt someone watching  anthem following me. "Run little moth, before they grab you!" It was the only warning I got before I was ambushed, or rather, snatched into an alleyway and slammed against the wall. There were three figures in front of me, all of them know with malicious smiles on their faces that portrayed how evil and sick they were. I knew in that moment that my life was in their hands, but that didn't mean I wasn't going to go down without a fight.

"Scum of the earth... they're here to defile someone who don't belong to them..." Hisoka was speaking furiously against my ear again, speaking loudly and cussing the men who seemed to get closer to me, but to no avail they couldn't be heard by them. I completely sealed up in this situation. I couldn't help but think about all the stories I used to read to get away from my harsh reality, all the manga that I used to be so absorbed in just so I can find a way to escape. But reality has always found a way to harshly remind me that even I couldn't be in control all the time.

"Is this her? She's a beauty." One of them exclaimed, roughly grabbing my chin in the caloused hand, examining my face.

It was funny that someone considered my oddly unnaturally appearance beautiful. That's another thing that used to bother me, a lot of people used to make fun of how I looked. It's very rare to see a dark skin woman with naturally white hair, as well as golden eyes. Whether it was by verbal abuse or my physical they always found a way to make me feel down about features I had no control over, to my mother, I was a constant reminder of the man that disappeared from her life.

I didn't help now that the men who had me trapped within this alleyway intended to do very malevolent things to my person, and again it was all because I looked different from everybody else.

"Very unique looking. I wonder though, if the carpets match her drapes." The one on the left of me seemed to smile impossibly wide before they began restraining me as they dragged me deeper I to the alleyway. I never once heard Illumi scream, but he was sitting my ear off, he kept begging me to get free from them. Even when I tried, their grip hurt so bad I knew that they'd leave bruises on me. I fwas on a mission and I wasn't going to let some perverted bastard men stop me from setting out on what I wanted to do.

I fought them with everything I had, even as the beat me to make me comply. "That's it moth... With everything you have!"

"Hehe, the little bitch has some fight in her. I like it." Another one laughed like an insane maniac, his brawny fist striking the side of my face which aslo caused the back of my head to hit the wall. With an estranged wail I slumped down the brick feeling this intense throbbing at the back of my skull, blinking the blurry from my eyes as I watched them all tower above me.

"Kitten... "

I could hear the  clinking of belts, the russle of fabrics and the growling hums of the men who devoured my vulnerable state below them. "Are you gonna be obedient now." I felt something else hit my face. It was throbbing and hot, but also fleshy. I didn't realize he had stepped closer as I was still trying to clear my head when I felt the same thing slap me on the face again.

'Why do fucked up shit happen to me...?'

I looked up only to see three grotesquely large members pulsating in my face. He slapped me with it once again before one of them roughly grabbed me by my white mane, squeezing my jaws as he forcefully opened my mouth. "Now be a good girl and swollow my dick."  I violently thrashed against his hold, my vision blurry again only this time from tears.

"Kitten..!!! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!!"

I was them suddenly choked by the invasion of his grossly smelling member as he forcefully shoved it into my mouth and down my throat.

I never participated in things such as this, and they were ruining everything fucking thing for me...

I shoved against the man invading my personal space, hearing the others laugh as they watched me choke and gag. It was for their entertainment and the were enjoying every moment of it.

Anger course through me and I did something that only seemed to make my situation worse, I bit him hard, his shout of pain erupting from his throat as he jumped back.

"RUN CITRINE!!!"

He held in member in pain before he turned his crazy dark eyes on me, the other two males roughly grabbing me by my arms and legs as the man I bit started beating me again with a vengeance.

The force of the blow almost knocked me unconscious, I laid there with ringing ears and a bloodied nose and face as they proceeded to go further in taking advantage of me.

"I got something for you you little bitch. This'll teach you to never bite me again." I didn't realize they had already tore articles of my clothing away until an agonizingly fired stabbing pain plunged into my pelvis.

"Kitten!! Kill them... Kill them! Kill them!!!  Use what we gave you... FUCKING KILL THEM!!!" Hisokas enraged yell got louder and louder, my ears ringing at his continuous command.

Hands gripped my thighs harshly as they were held up in away for the intruder to gain better access to a place I wasn't planning on giving go anyone. And with a harsh thrust I felt something slam violently against my cervix which caused me to howl madly in pain by the sensation.

"Shut up and put that mouth to good use." Another voice reached my ears as I was grabbed roughly by my hair once again and one of the other's invaded my mouth. Even as he chocked me with his appendage I still screamed and cried at the pain  that was tearing away at my nether regions. And it only seemed to get worse.

"KILL THEM!! KILL THEM ALL! KILL THEM!!" They were yelling in unison until something in me snapped.

I screamed repeatedly within my mind, thrashing violently again, bitting the person's member, only it wasn't in warning.  The man screamed bloody murder as I bit his dick completely off. With hisks card between my fingers of my left hand and Illumi's pin in my right my hand, I went on a cutting spree, not even hesitating to spit the appendage in my other assulters face. I then blindly grabbed whatever was around me and started swinging. I could hear the sickening crunch of breaking bone as whatever I picked up connected.  I even went as far as stabbing the man raping repeatedly, before I took off clutching and covering whatever exposed body parts as I ran off in pain and fear.

I could only think about getting away from my attackers as fast as possible. I had no recollection of my surroundings but I became oddly aware of the cool pavement that was underneath my now bare and bloodied feet. I realized I was running into a street, which was pretty baren at least now, my breathing uneven and shaky as I could hear my pursuers following. I stumbled a bit in the street, and in that moment I looked up to see the shining bright lights of an incoming vehicle.

It was a truck, and I knew that I would have time to get out of the way.

"Moth!!! "

"KITTEN!!"

So in that last moment I sat there before I close my eyes feeling the impact of the hot metal striking my body and my bones breaking before I was thrown painfully across the pavement by the force of the hit.

"It hurts ... Hi—soka...ill— Illumi...it hurts..."

I knew there was commotion then but I was already too far gone to pay attention, in that moment I guess I got my wish to finally be rid of all of the wrongdoing and all of the stress that happened in my life. "Citrine...focus on us... y-ou don't have to force yourself to hang on anymore." Illumi was whispering right next to my ear, his voice sounded broken and could swear it sounded like he was crying.

"Come home.."

With a broken gadp of breath I let my mind wander; I laid here wondering  why I was treated this way, I just grew to understand that this world or rather the people in it were not good at heart.

With the final shuttering breath I wished to be in another place other than here.... A place in their arms. The last thing I heard were their whiskers telling me again to come home.