The Body We Once Shared For Eternity

" You can't escape me , you will never will never escape me Kamilia , I will make sure that you will get back here and  beg at my knees for forgiveness and I will not even give you that, sister, I will make sure to put you in pain instead, the pain that your filthy soul deserve !" He said with his domineering voice, the voice that always made her feel like she wanted to die the moment she heard it .

As she stood in front of that old door of her filthy apartment, Kamilia broke the chain of her pouring thoughts as she looked stupidly around her thinking about the worst thing that could happen to her at that moment .

 " Shi****t , where is it ? OH my god …this is not happening …definitely , not happening to me , where is it ? Where is the fuc****ing  key?" She said with a low voice talking to herself .

In a situation like this, she just couldn't express herself as she should, she couldn't shout out or even kick the door in front of her to express her frustration and anger .

She opened her back bag in a rush, while she was standing facing the old door of her apartment, looking for the only key she had, however she did not find it. 

'I wouldn't be this unlucky!' She thought.

 She emptied the contents of the bag on the floor nervously and continued searching all the things that she carried around with her, but she found nothing  .

' Sh****t, this is not the time or the place for such a slip, I should have been more cautious' she thought again.

She sighed very disappointedly while kneeling on the ground hopelessly, this was the only thing she had , and this was the only safe place for her right now   .

Kamilia recalled seeing him for the last time before disappearing forever from his life.

 At the time ,  Kamilia cautiously stepped out from behind the shelter of the garbage dump, her eyes fixed upon the person she once knew. 

He sat motionless on the steps of his house, staring blankly into the emptiness in front of him, there was blood all around him, and his face was filled with blood and tears .

" You fuc****ing bi****tch , you did this …you did this …you killed her …you killed my mother !" He was speaking to himself but loudly ..

That day, Kamilia made a firm decision to keep her distance from the man she once loved. Their fate seemed intertwined, but she knew that if they were to cross paths again, one of them would be left behind by the world.

The amount of hate she saw in his eyes gave her a huge purpose to leave him to a place that he would never find her .

Kamilia sighed, feeling the weight of her thoughts pressing down on her. She knew that moving on was the only way to ensure her own survival. And so, she pushed the memories of her past to the back of her mind and focused on the present, determined to move forward, no matter how much it may hurt.

" I have nowhere to go , no one to ask for help and this place is definitely the worst place for a girl like her  to stay outside of her house at this late hour" .

Kamilia heard footsteps coming from the stairs and she shrank in fear, closing her eyes tightly as if to disappear for a moment. She lived in a run-down building near a train bridge, in one of the dirtiest areas of the city. 

Despite her limited funds, she preferred this place over the streets where she had once lived.

As the steps approached, she hesitantly looked up to see the last person she thought she could ever see .

She was capable of seeing his bright caramel hair that falls in long locks down his back, framing his gaunt but towering frame, then her eyes lowered for a moment so she was capable of seeing his  dark eyes  and piercing, hinting at the complex emotions that reside within him. Despite his skinny appearance, the man cuts an imposing figure with his height.

He was wearing a suit, Kamila was not capable of telling how expensive that suit was but just by the look of it she realized that it was too expensive .

The man cuts an impressive figure in his well-tailored navy blue suit, crafted from luxurious high-quality fabric. The suit is accentuated with contrasting buttons, adding a touch of sophistication to its already striking appearance. 

Kamila was too stunned to speak, she was already seeing a ghost from the past that appeared so suddenly .

she looked away very fast wanting to hide her face so that this person would not be capable of seeing but it was too late.

he was standing right next to her , there was only a few millimeters separating them, she was capable of hearing the breaths he was taking in that cold weather of december.

" Don't tell me that you thought that you could hide forever ! "He said to her with a calm voice .

Yet Kamilia was aware that he was very pissed, she moved back trying to open her door desperately as a defensive mechanism but there was no way she could do that .

Her back hit the door as a result of that , and the man got closer to her instantly , he was leaning towards her and because of that huge height difference they had she looked so small in front of him .

" Did you think that I would ever let you run away from me again !" He shouted this time .

It felt like that cold surface he had in his face just melted and his true anger appeared in his face .

" Brother …Iyad …I can explain to you …please don't be mad at me …I can explain "she started to speak but her fear of him was huge to the point where it stopped her even from talking to him .