My husband sold it to me for 50 Birr!
((part 1))
This is special, heart-wrenching, sad, and
Teacher, write a story for us
Thank you for reading and appreciating it
I don't doubt it.
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Good reading
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(When you saw the title, you didn't believe it, did you? Me too, the girl
I didn't believe her until she told me her story.
......In a message when I was writing 'I'm going to kill myself'
A girl named Rachel repeatedly said, "When do I want to meet you?"
She used to argue with me; When I was encouraged by her question, I said okay
I answered her phone. I called her in Balderas
We made an appointment and met at her condominium.
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When I arrived at her house, she was wearing her shiny green dress
, on her left cheek she was holding a mittiye terzina. Hello Byat
When I entered, it was filled with hookah smoke, Arabia on the mosque
There is a chant that says, "Kamun, Qamun, Qamun, like blood." Her house
It's simple, not too much. on every wall,
On every shelf, on every frame, a baby boy
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"Is Rich your son?"
"Yes, he will be ten years old in a month. He is beautiful
right?"
"Yes, very beautiful," I told her. To tell the truth, the picture of the child
But it doesn't look human. When you invite me to chat
When I told her not to disappoint me, she sighed and crushed her shisha
She began her story.
"But because I use the words as they come to me, don't let it bother you?!"
"It's not a problem.... When I write what is very difficult for me, edit
I will."
"But do you really write it?"
"Well, but....then why do you think I'm recording you?"
"So where do I start?"
"If it suits you."
(She thought as she drew on her small hookah.)
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"...I was born and raised right here in Addis Ababa Garden, ordinary pool
It's under. I don't know my mother; After all, I don't know her
i don't want. Because she was nine months pregnant with her child
When I came out of her womb, she was like an unexpanded piece of junk
Her urine is not the same as her phlegm. raising me
Even if she can't afford it, what if she throws me in the village? Or
It would be better if you immediately killed me in the pool
If you throw me!! So let's take this cruel woman who is the wife of Satan.
What will she do to me if she knows her so-called mother?
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But I know my father. I mean he is your father
But, even I don't have any proof)) It's my fault.
Oh, my son is a beggar! He is a beggar!! Yes, beggar
it is!!! I am also a beggar's son!!!!
I hate my mother, whom I never knew, but not as much as my father.
It means that God wants to make it out of mud and still mud
He did not hold his breath because the situation was so bad
Forgotten and guessed millions of years later by Darwin
The theory of evolution has been turned into dung. Me too
I am the one who created me as a worm of light. He's pissed me off
I thought for a second that he gave birth to me
I do not know. Because I mean for him in the kingdom A/Maryam
Income that doesn't pay taxes to me, as the name suggests
I was the only source!
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When I was five or six years old, he woke me up at 10:00 at night
I'm getting cold from the merchants who come to buy vegetables
He used to make me beg. Shoes for my feet, covering my shame
I have been wearing only one t-shirt for years without buying a dress/pants
He has bought me as a slave, accepting my request. Sometimes satisfied
When he came in the evening and beat me when he was looking for his enemy there
When I wake up at night because I sleep late at night
If I didn't wake him up, he would wake me up by smoking my body.
((she shows me the many scars on her back))
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What will surprise you is the cruelty of every cafe, every taxi,
He took all the coins that I collected while begging in every shop
He doesn't even give me a smile saying, "My son, if I beat her."
it was. Because of this, I am always hungry
The garden where I was born was thrown on the pool
Bananas, rotten avocados, shredded papayas from flies
I was talking to myself.
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Sometimes you see my facial bones, see my body from the side
When people give me the food they eat as a festival, he is from me
I told you not to steal anything, so I didn't taste anything until it came
I wait for him, hungrily drunk just by the smell of the food.
So as soon as he came, the claws were supported by his arm and the food
He starts eating alone. I say now
He tells me, with that black nail polish-like dirt
When I expect his hand to touch me
"Buddha! What the hell are you doing to me?! Go ahead and slap me in the face!!!"
He slapped my eyes with his right hand. My energy with the abundance of hunger
Because of the stiffness of the arm, the resistance to the crutches is strong
I can't help it, so I turn to face him and call him Fincher. He nothing
Arada Giorgis from our plastic booth under the fence
He pulls me in and throws me out.
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I always cross the fence when he abuses me like this
I wonder if the martyr Giorgis just saw all this injustice
it was. So sometimes when I feel bad, I go to the church yard to cry
When I went in and saw the picture of George, it was the worst day for me
The martyr came down from the horse in our plastic house and his picture
Like a wild animal, he asked my father, "Why Rachel?
Are you going to hit her!?" He was very angry and kicked my father by himself
For years I was in denial, saying he would stab me and kill me.
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I pray that one day when my body is dirty and the stress is about to cut me,
My hair is red and short, even the other children of Yenebete
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I guessed until they rejected me, so I went to the head
Officer, I went down the river. I remember my childhood feelings
While I was snoring.....from the smoke in front of me
I saw a black fest and other street children ate it
I was shaking my clothes thinking that I had hidden it
I ran into the rubber before I even did it. I swallowed my saliva
Hastily cut the tire.......what my eyes see
I'm about to do a prank!.....that childhood joke
My heart was about to burst with confusion.
...what I see
I couldn't believe it, so I opened my eyes again
I was shocked when I saw it...
...I could not believe what I was seeing, so I opened my eyes
When I watched it again, I was shocked.... Festal
Inside is a large cross painted in gold. my hand
I picked him up shaking and greeted him, let me take him
I argued with myself not to take it. Anyway
Let me give it to my father and to the priests
I want to give them, that adafa put on my t-shirt and cross it
I covered it well with the rubber and went to Giorgis Beth where he was begging
I went Christian. He hung his leg on the crutch
"For the kingdom of Maryam! For the determined hero!" While warm
I found Blot begging.
This is because of a man named Mengstu A/Maryam
I hate it. He is like my father who hurts many people
I think so.
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"Dad" when I was about to give him what I was holding, he squeezed from J
He accepted me. When he opened the rubber, he was shocked! The yellowness of the cross
I saw it sparkle well when it was in the sun. On his face
Running and jumping with excitement and panic
They will sleep on it. He immediately rushed to the left and right
He hid the cross in his armpit, to enter the church
When I expected it to be...... it turned into gold with a chicken trigger
The houses came down. He just left me standing alone
He went...... as he said, the horse of Menelik was shuffling
When he was walking, he kicked him and lost one of his legs!!!!!!!
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After that, the beggar father took the way back to Piazza
I didn't bring it. The smell of water remained!
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It's so bad to spend the night alone in that plastic booth
I was scared. The darkness itself turned into a beast
I thought it would eat me. Just like the dark doesn't scare me
Joshua I wished I could stop the sun. Just 10 years
How can I not be afraid of the only girl who did not fill me? to Beth
I got into Christianity.
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A few people gathered in the church for the day
They are hearing the Gospel. One without a person
I went to the corner and sat alone. The preacher about the Israelite
Rachel preaches. This Jewish woman's story is still in its infancy
Giving me my age.
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I didn't have a nickname until that day. why?
I don't know, no one named me. me either
I've never been open about being anonymous. But today that Pharaoh
The soldiers killed her children and buried them with the mud of the pyramids
I considered myself a poor woman and called my name Rachel. my mother
It means that the Pharaoh who condemned the children to be thrown in the mud
It is soldiers; My father is the mud!
My childhood...my blood...my beauty! This world
Since I am the only creature on the planet, Rachel
Rachel Rachel Rachel.... I said. My father and grandfather
My grandfather, I am myself.
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When I wake up from this dream world, the sun and the church
People have gone into their nests. The only moon and the only me
I thought we were left on earth.
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I was afraid to enter the house. I was so scared of George!!