Realisation
It was breaktime for our officers... they were chilling in the cafeteria.. talking, laughing, pulling each others legs... Just like genuine friends.
Purvi and Tarika were sitting on a seperate table not so far from others..
They were chatting normally.. Just then Purvi ask her..
Purvi - Toh Tarika.. Kya socha tumne?
Tarika (with confused expressions) - kis baare me?
Purvi - Are apne aur Abhijeet sir ke baare me.
Tarika - Kya Purvi tum bhi... Itne saalo se sirf soch hi toh rhe hai... sochne se zyaada kux kiya hi kaha hai hum dono ne?
Suddenly something strikes in Purvi's mind.
Purvi- Aaa.. Tarika tumse ek baat puxu?
Tarika - Ha puxo.
Purvi - Ye kese pta chalta hai ke tum kisi se ya koi tumse pyaar karne laga hai?
Tarika - Bohot hi easy aur khubsoorat jawab hai iska Purvi... Jab tumhara man uss insan ko dekhe bina na lage... Usse dekhte hi tumhare chehre par smile aa jaaye.. Wo saamne ho toh usse nazre na hate.. Saamne na ho to usske baare me hi sochte reh jaaye... Aankh khuli ho toh usse hi dekhne ka man kare.. Aankh band ho toh usske saath jeene ke sapne dikhe.... Chot usse lage toh dard tumhe ho... Wo smile kar rha ho toh tum khush ho... Uski fikr karna tumhari aadat ban jaaye... Kisi aur ke usse chhune par tumhe gussa aaye.. Usski baate sunte jaane ka man kare...usski aankho me dekhte hi tum alag hi duniya me kho jaao... Aur uske bina zindagi adhuri lagne lage toh samajh jao ke tumhe us insan se pyar ho gya hai.
When she was done.. she looked at Purvi who was lost in her thoughts.. Tarika shaked her bit and she came back to senses.
Tarika - Kaha kho gai thi tum?
Purvi - Nhi kux nhi...bas aese hi..
Just then Tarika realised something.
Tarika - Wese tum ye kyu pux rhi ho... Khi tumhe... Cutted off by Purvi.
Purvi - Nhi Tarika aesa kux nhi hai... Mene toh bas aese hi puxa.
Tarika - Axa.
There talks were heared by someone.. And it was none other than our own Kavin.
By evening everyone went home.
She got freshened up, had her dinner.. And went back to her room.
During all this she was just thinking about what Tarika explained her about love.
Her mind was recalling her words and at the same time was recalling her moments with Kavin.
She sat in front of mirror looking at her own reflection in it.
She repeated Tarika's words - Then she remembered her uneasiness when Vedika hugged Kavin.... Then she remembered her feelings when Kavin got shot...She remembered their eyelocks.... And slowly she comes to know that she relates with every point Tarika stated.
Purvi (talking to herself) - Tarika ki kahi har ek baat sach kyu lag rhi hai.. Usski kahi har baat mein experience kar chuki hu... Kahi mujhe...mujhe Kavin sir se pyaar.. Nhi aese kaise pyaar ho sakta hai... Lekin phir kyu mujhe itna fark padta hai jab koi aur ladki unhe chhuti hai ya unse baat karti hai...unhe dard me dekh kar meri aankho me kyu aansu aa jaate hai..kyu inhe dekhe bina man nhi lagta..kyu jab sir mujhse baat karte hai ya mujhe chhute hai toh mujhe itna accha lagta hai....She stood up from her seat ....Bas ab aur nhi Purvi, kab tak khudse aur iss sacchai se bhaagti rahegi... She again looked at her reflection in the mirror.... Ki tujhe... Tujhe Kavin sir se pyaar ho gya hai.... I love him....YES I LOVE HIM (louder).
She smiled to herself. She went to her balcony looking at the sky full of stars.
Purvi - Bas ab jaldi se Kavin sir ko apne man ki baat bta dungi... Lekin agar unke man me mere liye aesi koi feelings hi na hui toh.. Kya hoga agar wo mujhse pyaar hi nhi karte?
He too was thinking about what Tarika have explained about love.. He too was recalling his and his Purvi's moments..their talks , eyelocks, dance moments ,investigation moments..and much more.
He picked up his phone and opens a pic of Purvi.
Kavin (to the pic) - In kux mahino me mujhe kab tumse pyaar ho gya pta hi nhi chala Purvi...shayad hamari pehli mulakat me hi... tumhare sath bitaya har ek pal meri zindagi ke sabse khubsoorat palo me se ek hai...aesi haalat kardi hai tumne ki jis din tumhe na dekhu kisi bhi cheez me man nhi lagta.. ab tak apni feelings chhupane ki bohot koshish ki hai mene.. Par ab aur nhi.. ab me tumhe apne dil ki baat jald se jald bata dunga... I love you.. I love you so much..... Ek min lekin agar tumhare man me mere liye koi feelings na hui toh?
Inspite the fear of rejection, both descided to express their feelings to each other as soon as possible.
Both lay down on their respective beds but sleep was too far from their eyes... Just thinking about each other.. Smiling and blushing continuously.