I am cold

Hmmm..... A beautiful morning. This is my house. I was adopted by the current federation chief Lokiya, Karen. But no one knows. Why?.. Because I told him not to reveal not even to his family. I don't know why he adopted me from that orphanage. I ask him for a house and he gives me this Mansion. Well, that was too big for one person. He gives me an allowance equal to a whole family. So I bought this small apartment to live in. Every weekend he comes to meet me. I asked him "why he adopted someone like me."He always said he knows my father and I'll get to know him when I am ready. I didn't see my parents not even once. A Sister from the orphanage said they took me from the road. How father( current ) knows me because of a tattoo on my hand don't know what it means. It was with me since birth. I searched on the Internet many times but did not find a clue. I am now 15 years. I am staying like salted fish and have had a boring life for 10 years. But I like it. Because my social skill is at rock bottom.People who know me think I am a cold jerk. I am currently studying to become a civil servant. Yeah, you heard it right I am not in the hero academy.

Well, Normal people have their consciousness when they become at least 4. But I started talking, walking, and memorizing things only at 6 months old. I was lucky when sister keya( Priest of the orphanage) took me to the library. It was a holiday so there was no one. Sister sat me on a carpet and she begins to read. I looked around and take out a book from the shelf. I started to read books don't know how I got the vocabulary in my head. The first book I was reading is "The tale of Heros". After reading that I grasp the situation of this world. Well, I was cowardly. I vowed to stay away from trouble. I don't know why but my anger level was always high. I read every book in the library in just 50 minutes. I now have a fully forged knowledge of being equal to a scientist. I can say my Iq should be more than 200 at age of 6 months. After that, I started acting like an arrogant, ignorant, cold bastard. I stayed away from people as much as I can. Why?? Because when I was 1 year old there was a monster horde. It attacked the orphanage and hurt one of my people[ I only take people as mine whom I know and like or who bow down to me and swear allegiance.] I prepared myself like that not to be emotional for 6 months. And now it became my habit and behavior. But When my friend was hurt my mind went blank my anger take over me. I killed every monster there like a maniac. Fortunately, everyone was unconscious. Then I realized if I don't stay away from people I might hurt them. I am a monster who can't control his anger. I prepared my mentality to live in loneliness. After 4 years, Karen (my father ) adopted me, and my surname changed well I did not have that in the first place Nakakaze was a surname I came up with. Then I became Lokiya, Rouya. After that, I was admitted to a school and studied there for 10 years. I only gave the exam wearing a mask. You're asking what I was doing the rest of the day, You know even though I am a 5-year-old old child but nothing interests me anymore. So I began to watch movies, dramas, novels, mangas, etc. And also learned many new things like drawing, painting, and all types of arcade games, outdoor and indoor games, computer games, and thousands of careers in the previous 10 years. I can call myself the best in the world. Well, that's all for the flashback to make you understand my Standards. So let's begin the