Doubts in our minds

As I walked, my mind wandered through the past

It was heartbreaking

To lose people who thought they were your brother in arms

To be told that I was none of their friends

To be exiled from their gatherings and told I have no seat to sit

…Time and silence apart had cause the bond to deteriorate

Rust and bended, was what I thought all of our connection were incapable of becoming

While I merely enjoyed the peace of the silent world

They perceived it, as me shutting them out of it

But tears didn't fall out…

Maybe I had already felt the same

Maybe I felt that our bond that tied our friendship….had already loosened up

From best of friends to friends

From friends to acquaintances

Finally, acquaintances to strangers

But now I truly learned the truth about my world

I find the solitude of music to be delightful

To have opened my eyes and found all the obstacles to be gone

Though I walk there alone, I never was lonely