My Suicidal Self

About a girl in her 15's went on the school rooftop, preparing to jump off the balcony to meet the heavens or the depths of hell. but instead, she revived in a girl's body, which is the ultimate bully called a villainess. "I got reincarnated? and worst of all, the villainess...heh, life is full of misfortune! This girl's life is already the death of me" ×××××× "what are those?" said my self-proclaimed fiancèe "a rope" i said "what for?" he asked again "to hang myself in front of everybody, so they can rest assured if they want me dead." I still have other suicide methods, but i think this world is too strict for me to attempt suicide. What is this? The Netherlands? Warning ⚠️: This novel contains self harm, violence, and suicide attempt. Age under 10 year old/ heart problems are restricted to read.