Prologue

🎶And I fell from the pedestal

Right down the rabbit hole

Long story short, it was a bad time

Pushed from the precipice

Clung to the nearest lips

Long story short, it was the wrong guy🎶

"Part of me just feels like it's gonna be wrong until it's right," Taylor Swift, my idol said. Instead of letting her past bother, she's letting it help her future, because now she knows now what she wants.

Ako kaya, kailan? When will I know what I want?

I'm always on the wrong guy.

🎶Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger dreams of mine🎶

Kung kailan nafi-feel ko nang siya na yung "the 1", may hahadlang.

🎶It never ever occurred to you

That I can't say 'hello' to you

And risk another goodbye🎶

Can I say another 'hello' again and risk another 'goodbye'?

I just want someone to accept me for who I am, and who I was.

Is that hard?

🎶When I dropped my sword🎶

I met you when I was at my weakest.

🎶I threw it at the bushes🎶

But I didn't knocked on your door. Instead, you let me in.

🎶And we lived in peace

But if someone comes at us🎶

Am I ready?

🎶And I fell from the pedestal

Right down the rabbit hole

Long story short, it was a bad time

Pushed from the precipice

Climbed right back up the cliff🎶

Long story short~, will I survived?