Mixed Feelings

It All Started With A Kiss

December 2nd 2011

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Chapter Six - Riker Lynch

"I was chillin', you were with him Hooked up by the fire." Rocky sings.

"Now he's long gone I'm like, "So long." Rocky and Rydel sing.

"Now I got my chance Now I, now I got my chance." Ross and Rocky sing.

"Like damn You could be the one that could mess me up You could be the one that'll break me down All them other girls said they had enough You could be the one that'll take me I was solo, Living YOLO 'Til you blew my mind Like damn You could be the one that could mess me up I can't let you, can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh I can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh I can't let you pass me by." Everyone sings.

"I was tryna too cool to get caught up Like, too fun, too young to fall to pieces I know a girl like you can't ever get enough So I'm addicted, trippin', tryna get you to see this." Ross sings.

"The way I need you, like I'm see-through Dancing out my pants Got you shooken, caught you looking." Rocky and Rydel sing.

"Now I got my chance Now I, now I got my chance." Ross and Rocky sing.

"Like damn You could be the one that could mess me up You could be the one that'll break me down All them other girls said they had enough You could be the one that'll take me I was solo, Living YOLO 'Til you blew my mind Like damn You could be the one that could mess me up I can't let you, can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh I can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh I can't let you pass me by." Ross sings.

"It's like Everywhere I look and everywhere I go A million other guys keep staring and I know That I could be yours, and you could be mine I just can't let you pass me by, by, by." Rocky sings.

"Everywhere I look and everywhere I go A million other guys keep staring and I know That I could be yours, and you could be mine I just can't let you pass me by, by, by." Ross and Rocky sing.

"Like damn You could be the one that could mess me up You could be the one that'll break me down All them other girls said they had enough You could be the one that'll take me I was solo, Living YOLO. 'Til you blew my mind ('til you blew my mind) Like damn You could be the one that could mess me up I can't let you, can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh I can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh I can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh (Yeah, girl) I can't let you pass me by Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh (Can't let you go) Yeah, I can't let you pass me by." Ross sings.

Were done practicing. Ross is my youngest brother. Well Ryland is but in the band Ross is the youngest. Why would I love him more then a brother? I mean yeah we kissed and had sex.

I felt nothing in the kiss and in the sex. I hope he felt the same way as I do. Del's wants us to be a thing. She's a huge fan of the Rikoss ship. Like everything we do she has to video tape or take a picture. We went to our rooms. I went to Del's room as I knocked on her door.

"Who is it?" She asked.

"It's me Riker." I said.

"It's open." She said.

I opened her door. She was on her bed. I closed her door and sat on her bed next to her. I think she will fangirl at what I'm about to say. Here goes nothing she'll fangirl into her pillow I think.

"So what's up?" She asked.

"No being a fan girl." I said.

"But." She said.

"Promise me." I said.

"Fine." She said.

"I think I like Ross." I said.

"After that kiss and make out session you two had?" She asked.

"And we had sex." I said.

"Wait what did you just say?" She asked.

"And we had sex." I said again.

"Really?" She asked as I can tell she was excited.

"Yes really." I said.

"How was it?" She asked.

"I was drunk to remember taking my brothers virginity." I said.

"You don't know if he's a virgin." She said.

"Did he tell you that he is a virgin?" I asked.

"No." She said.

"Exactly." I said.

"So you might like him?" She asked.

"Yes, no, maybe, I don't know." I said.

"You just sounded like Ross when he was playing Austin and he was stuck on picking Kira and Ally." She said.

"Well we are brothers so we think a like." I said.

"A little to much a like." She said.

"Well I'm going to take a shower." I said.

"Are you ever gonna talk about that night with him?" She asked.

"I don't know oh and never speak any of this to Ross if you see him." I said.

With that I got up from her bed and went to my room. When I went into our room I saw Ross on his bed. I got in the shower then I got out of the shower. I got dressed and now I'm on my bed. I saw Ross come into our room.

He sit's on his bed then this got so awkward. I think I love him more then a brother. But I don't know if he loves me the same way. I know what we did was wrong but it felt so right if I remember it that is.

"So." He said awkwardly.

"We need to talk about it." I said.

"There's nothing to talk about." He said.

"Then why is there awkwardness?" I asked.

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