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I Choose The Heroine's Route

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Synopsis

Shana Monique has only one wish – to die and be reborn. Who would've thought it would actually be granted? Then she faced a crisis, she was reincarnated as the villainess whose ending always end up with 'execution'. With survival in mind, she set her sights on the calm heroine. She made 1 main plan and 2 backup plans with Plan C being the main one. Plan A: Runaway. Plan B: Seduce one of the capture targets. Plan C: Befriend the heroine. But it's strange. The heroine is acting weird? The development is wrong?! Disclaimer: The Cover is not mine. I just edited it. All credits to the owner.

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5 étiquettes
# ACTION
# ROMANCE
# REINCARNATION
# MAGIC
# YURI
Chapter 1The Girl Who Wish For Death

To be direct to the point,

I died.

At that time, I was walking home from school and was unfortunately got run over by a car – it was a hit and run. The driver, scared to know if they had accidentally killed a person, decided to leave and bolt, leaving me behind, bleeding on the cold floor. Was it really unfortunate? To be honest, my life wasn't that interesting. Overall, it was a normal life. I had supportive parents, annoying little brother, caring relatives, and I love all of them.

But I guess I'm simply delusional and selfish. No matter what I do, I always feel like my life is lacking. It felt as if everyone was tied by a system.

You study. You work. You die.

I hate studying. Not because I don't like to learn, but because it's stressful. I'm aware that there are people who like it, but I'm not one of them. I don't know why, maybe I actually have some screws loose on my head. Maybe I'm crazy.

You see, I really find it hard to interact with others. Even as a 16-year-old girl, just 2 years before I officially became an adult, I still find it hard to talk to other people. It's not just about being shy. When talking to people, I often think about a lot of things. 'Will they like me?' 'Would they think I'm weird?' 'Am I doing or saying the right thing? 'Is this okay?' 'Am I doing okay?' and more.

Really, the anxiety and anxiousness just get to you.

I said I was delusional, didn't I?

I also said that maybe I'm crazy. At this point, I think I really am. Because you see – I'm obsessed with magic. Yes, magic, those supernatural, magical things that you can only see in movies, stories, and such. Even as a 16-year-old girl, I still desperately wanted to believe in them. Maybe the reason for that is because I can't find any reason to live, because I feel so empty, and because I want to escape reality. Magic just fascinates me. Although there wasn't any proof that they can actually or really exist, I still wanted to believe in them.

Then the ideas and theories of another world and parallel universe caught my attention. What made me interested in it is those manhwas, stories, webtoons, mangas, and anime I've seen. I know that they're all fiction, but I can't help but dream about them.

Imagine what it would be like if I died, then got reincarnated.

Whether heaven, hell, or another world is real, If there is actually a God out there or creator, It doesn't matter. I have nothing to lose. Even If I die and gain nothing, that is fine. Goal, dreams, purpose, I have nothing of those. Friends? Do I even have one? Love? I haven't felt such a thing yet. Family? I know they'll be fine without me. The idea of dying and just sleeping eternally doesn't sound so bad either.

I'm just tired.

Tired of being me. Tired of everything.

Maybe I should've talked to a psychologist or a therapist first then get some advice. Maybe I'm mental. I mean, nothing is particularly wrong with my life. My family is okay, I can go to school – but I hate that – I can eat three times a day, I can buy things that I like, I can eat snacks, we have a decent home, even though we're not rich, we do have money to live an average life.

But, for some unknown reason, when I think about my life sometimes, I can't help but cry.

Do you know the feeling of emptiness? The feeling of being useless and worthless? I don't really know why, but I've always felt like that. I don't even know when I started to think like this. I had a normal childhood, I was even a cheerful child. But I wonder just what is it that changed me?

Before I realized it, I had no one on my side but my family. But still, even if they're my family – I can't tell them all of this. 'If I do tell them, would they think I'm crazy?' ' Would they think that I'm just joking?' 'Or maybe they'll tell me that I don't know anything because I'm young', I thought about those kinds of things and it's really scary. That thought of disappointing my parents and them hating me scares me.

I don't even know what I want.

And I don't even have the courage to kill myself, that's why I wished – desperately – to anyone who could hear me out there and have the power to grant it,

I wished to die and be reborn.

A second chance in life.

A new beginning in another world.

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Table des matières
Volume 1

audimat

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  • Développement de l’histoire
  • Conception des personnages
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White_Snow_Flake
White_Snow_FlakeLv3

I love love looooooooooove this! Mostly the MC cause she has a more realistic view on things than most MC that get reborn or reincarnated as villains! Also author is this dropped?? I wish it wasn't but if it is then can you tell us?

4yr

YuriIsMyRELIGION
YuriIsMyRELIGIONLv4

By far, Aksia is the only character who I can relate to and someone who's logical and knows their shit well. I feel a character with soul, a character that understand how people and the world work: both the good and the bad in the world, the pros and the cons, successes and failures. There might be a lot of female characters like her, but I haven't discovered them yet. I love how she's staying true to herself despite reincarnating in someone else's body. I can't wait to see how she'll survive in the Royal Academy, and finally interact with the Heroine~ Keep it up, Author! I'm looking forward to your future chapters!

4yr
Lumeme
LumemeLv1

I used to read this in official website of webtoon on google before! I really love it and I was hoping for more. I wish that the author didn't drop this and will still continue this beautiful work again in the future!

2yr
Ghost_venom
Ghost_venomLv2

Can you please continue the book or is it dropped because it will be really sad if it is dropped please continue because i like it very much

4yr
R123
R123Lv5

I started reading this novel today and like the FL I love magic too and there is some thing new like the FL having dark magic and be abused by her parents and I can't wait for the next update. . I hope the author would continue writing this novel.....

4yr
love_for_anime
love_for_animeLv3

your story is good I hope you will be gonna release bunch of chapter soon and my personal review on your story I like the female lead and the main female lead is well I like how they act around each other and and how are you explain magic theory is whilel and I like how are you explain world building is well I hope you will be gone of releasing chapter soon

2yr
bi_queenn
bi_queennLv1

It is very good so far, but you have to update more, please. UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE

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AiKo
AiKoLv4

Aksia is by far the only protagonist, in any novel I've read about, that I can relate to the most. It's sad, really... Considering the amount of chapters it took to announce the first day of the Royal Academy, I could tell this will be a somewhat 'slow-paced: story. You need to be patient and willing to read the entire 23 chapters if you want to get to the point of Aksia getting into Royal Academy. Anyway, this novel based on an otome game, but is a bit different from the 'typical' video game. I'd say this is a good read and is so worth reading. Best wishes to the author! (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`) Ah, I'm very eager for the next chapter. It has been a while though...

3yr
AccountRemoved7831
AccountRemoved7831Lv3

I hope there is a new chapter of this soon. I enjoyed reading this and seeing the views of the mc. She understands life to the base knowing about the good stuff and also this shitty stuff about life. Unlike normal novels about reincarnating as a villainess, she isnt naive and doesnt think positively at every situation. The conversation between characters also flow quite well especially with her maid. I think her being abused by her parents has been explained well. I am hoping for a new chapter rather soon as it has been a while.

4yr
AiKo
AiKoLv4

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4yr
Sarah_Nkiribari
Sarah_NkiribariLv1

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rizun
rizunLv1

Wonderful, can't wait for more chapters to come out. There's only 23 chapters so far so if you would like the story to be more established, you might want to wait for it to be more into it. If you don't mind waiting for releases, I totally recommend reading it.

4yr
EiLyne
EiLyneLv4

This novel is such a gem but now I lost hope of the returning of the author

9mth
Rei_Ling
Rei_LingLv1

Révéler le spoiler

3yr
AiKo
AiKoLv4

iiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttt ***wwaaaaaaaaaaassssssss rrrrrrrrreeeeaaaaallllllllllyyyyyyy gggggggooooooooddddddddddddddddd it was really good

4yr
Diana_Navarro_8753
Diana_Navarro_8753Lv3

So far the development in progress seems to be doing quite nicely. However since this is just starting I do not have enough information to give me a general idea of a the character's development. But it does leave me intrigue. I can't wsit for what comes next! Kudos! ❤❤😳😳❤❤👍

4yr
GreatBrownwolf
GreatBrownwolfLv14

This is really good story, but I think the story need a bit focus on her developIng on her creativety on her magic or invent something since she is from another world. Oh and can she have a dark or shadow type magic beast best friend like a giant panther or black wyvern that talks?!

4yr
AishiKk
AishiKkLv2

I love how its view is realistic and although the romantic development is slow, I have to say that the way the story was made was precise and accurate, creating a vibe that’s different from other books. Needless to say, “I choose the heroine’s route” is definitely top one on my book based on the grammar and the way the story is taking.

3yr
Marlon_Alarcon_8047
Marlon_Alarcon_8047Lv1

Very nice, I hope the development of the character's have more... Interesting things :) but the slice of life is very good, I like how the history goes and if you like to add some more characters because I fell this a bit monotone, thanks.

3yr
DaoistwYxVzS
DaoistwYxVzSLv2

Good.................................................................................. ........... ..................................................................

3yr

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