I'm tired of being reincarnated

My name is Arthur, I mean, I have many names, but in this world this is how they refer to me, I am what they call reincarnator, I have been through so many reincarnations that I can no longer remember exactly how many times this has happened, I stopped counting after the tenth.

In my first life I was an earthling, a world based on science without any trace of supernatural power, after my 'death' the nightmare began, I passed through worlds based on magic, game system (rpg, cards), futuristic worlds and numerous other models of society, Many times the universe I reincarnated had the same system used in other worlds, but this time it's different, I'm in a world of cultivation, where people can strengthen themselves by training their internal energy and may even obtain immortality.

I remember reading several web novels on earth that used this cultivation system, at that time I really imagined how wonderful it would be if I could reincarnate in such a world, unfortunately after all I've been through I can't feel any happyness even in still being alive.

After countless reincarnations I realized that two things are always the same, the fact that I always reincarnate as a human and also always a male, for other factors, I believe it is random, for example my physical characteristics have never been the same, always varying according to the lineage I inherited from my parents in each world, also there is no pattern of age in the physical body that I end up connecting my soul, I have already reincarnated while I was still in my mother's womb (it's a horrible feeling), also in the bodies of children, teenagers and even the elderly, what I realized was the fact that taking my first body from the Earth, the next bodies that I reincarnated my soul simply 'lent' another person's receptacle that was close to death by different circumstances.

I managed to get into my current body because his former owner believed it was a good idea to face a bear he found during his training in the forest simply with brute force, obviously it all went wrong but somehow he managed to get back to his accommodation almost dead and since I couldn't afford to pay for medicines for a quick recovery, he ended up dying from a lack of blood while slept trying to recover slowly, from that point on I took over the body, since then it's been about four days since I arrived in this world.