Earn my forgivness

Faith sat at her desk, a stack of textbooks on one side and her laptop on the other. The morning sun streamed through her bedroom window, casting a warm glow over her organized chaos. She stretched her arms above her head and took a deep breath, feeling the familiar tightness in her chest. It was a reminder of her asthma, always lurking in the background, but she refused to let it slow her down.

Her day began like any other, with a strict schedule she had crafted to balance her medical studies and her personal life. Faith was in her final year of medical school, a feat she had achieved through sheer determination and countless sleepless nights. Yet, despite the rigor of her studies, her true passion lay elsewhere.

As she scrolled through her morning emails, a message from her best friend, Lily, caught her eye. The subject line read, "Lunch at 12?" Faith smiled and quickly replied, "Absolutely! See you then!" She looked forward to these moments with her friends, brief respites from the demanding world of medicine.

Faith's family was her anchor. Her parents, both retired teachers, had always emphasized the importance of education and hard work. They were immensely proud of her achievements, often reminding her of the bright future that awaited her. But Faith harbored a dream she had yet to fully share with them—a dream of becoming a writer.

By mid-morning, Faith was immersed in her studies, the complexities of human anatomy and pharmacology filling her thoughts. She was diligent, focused, but there was always a part of her mind that wandered to the stories she wanted to tell. Stories of love, of darkness, of the human condition. She envisioned herself as an author, her books lining the shelves of bookstores, her words touching the hearts of readers worldwide.

Faith had never had a boyfriend, a fact that often puzzled her friends. She was beautiful, intelligent, and had a bubbly personality that drew people in. But Faith was particular; she believed in a love that was deep and consuming, not something to be taken lightly. She often joked with Lily about her lack of romantic experience, saying, "I'm saving myself for the perfect plot twist."

Lily, her confidante and partner in crime, understood Faith's quirks better than anyone. They had met in their first year of college and had been inseparable ever since. Lily was the pragmatic one, always ready with advice or a listening ear. "Faith, you're an enigma," she would say, "but that's what makes you so interesting."

At lunch, Faith and Lily sat at their favorite café, a quaint little place with the best sandwiches in town. They chatted about everything and nothing, the conversation flowing effortlessly. "So, how's the future Dr. Faith?" Lily teased, taking a sip of her iced tea.

Faith rolled her eyes playfully. "Busy, as always. But you know what? I was thinking about my writing again last night. I can't wait to finish my degree and start working on my novel full-time."

Lily's eyes sparkled with excitement. "You have to let me read the first draft. Promise?"

"Promise," Faith replied, smiling. She took a bite of her sandwich, savoring the moment. These were the times she cherished, the times that reminded her of the life she wanted to build.

The afternoon sun was high in the sky by the time Faith returned home. She settled back into her studies, her mind a whirlwind of medical terms and creative ideas. The balance between her two worlds was delicate, but she managed it with grace. Her evenings were often spent writing, her fingers dancing across the keyboard as she brought her characters to life.

Faith's stories were a reflection of her soul—dark romance novels that explored the depths of human emotions. She was inspired by authors like Ana Huang, whose works resonated with her on a profound level. Faith's dream was to create stories that would captivate readers, drawing them into a world of love and mystery.

As she wrote, Faith's imagination soared. She crafted intricate plots and complex characters, each with their own unique struggles and desires. Her writing was an escape, a way to channel her creativity and passion. It was during these moments that she felt most alive, her heart racing with the thrill of storytelling.

One evening, as she was lost in her writing, her mother knocked on the door. "Faith, dinner's ready," she called softly.

Faith looked up, her thoughts still lingering in the fictional world she had created. "I'll be right there, Mom," she replied, saving her work and closing her laptop. She joined her parents at the dinner table, the familiar scents of home-cooked food filling the air.

Her father, a man of few words, smiled at her. "How's the studying going, Faith?"

"It's going well, Dad," she said, her voice warm with affection. "But I was actually working on my novel just now."

Her mother raised an eyebrow, a playful glint in her eye. "The future doctor and the aspiring author. You never cease to amaze us, Faith."

Faith laughed, feeling a surge of love for her parents. They had always supported her dreams, no matter how unconventional they might seem. "Thanks, Mom. I just hope I can make you proud."

"You already do, sweetheart," her father said, his voice steady and reassuring. "Just keep following your heart."

After dinner, Faith returned to her room, her mind buzzing with ideas. She knew that the path she had chosen was not an easy one, but she was determined to see it through. Her medical degree was a testament to her hard work and dedication, but her heart belonged to her writing.

As she lay in bed that night, Faith thought about the future. She imagined herself as a successful author, her books touching the lives of countless readers. She saw herself traveling the world, meeting fans, and sharing her stories. It was a dream that filled her with hope and excitement.

But she also knew that the journey would be filled with challenges. Balancing her medical career and her writing would require perseverance and sacrifice. Yet, Faith was ready for whatever lay ahead. She was driven by a passion that burned bright within her, a passion that would guide her through the darkest of times.

Faith closed her eyes, a sense of peace washing over her. She had her family, her friends, and her dreams. And in that moment, she knew that she was exactly where she was meant to be. She drifted off to sleep, her heart full of hope and determination, ready to face whatever the future held.