I watched Re zero recently. Subaru "Stop It" made me feel sorry for him. That's why I decided to make a fanfic about him and give him a golden finger. More than the Re zero fanfic itself, it's about Subaru himself. I don't think I will continue to write it for long tho.
I should treasure myself? I am acting like a baby? I don't care about myself? I am vile? I am ungrateful?
Ha ha...ha ha...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
WHAT DO THEY KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE? WHAT DO THEY UNDERSTAND ABOUT ME? THEY DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE POWERLESS and yet to be brought back again and again for nothing….*sniffle* what do they know how it feels to die time and time again just to save others….. *sniffle* all the pain *sniffle* yet I can't say anything to anybody.
Ah! I am fed up with this. Now, I can finally sleep properly. I am sorry Rem… I am sorry…. I can't be your hero….
"Don't die. Please don't die….please…"