Bk 3: Ch – 246 Senal’s thoughts(pt-2)

Senal took a deep breath as he realized the face he was avoiding. Silver had the worried look from the same night Rosaline was taken away. She was there beside the Queen diligent but he missed the tears in the corner of her eyes. While all of them were fighting physically she was holding on alone. And Senal abandoned her like that. He shook his head again in disappointment.

“You are such a fool Senal, why did you not think about this first?” Senal thought too much about feeling guilty that he forgot a young one was waiting for some comforting words.

Senal watched the fire before him as he thought of their relationship. There was very good company with each other. Yet this tension crept into his mind. He feared everything. He feared everything there was this great big shadow that crawled on his shoulder and kept him from walking toward her. His guilty feeling made him crawl inside the hole of despair. Something he did not expect to accept.