The Messages.

He doesn't know the answer to that question. All he knows is that both options have negative impacts and will bring him a lot of trouble.

He doesn't know the answer to that question. All he knows is that both options will bring him a lot of trouble. 

Crippling himself is obviously bad. He also has to do it thoroughly, or it wouldn't last. He would be exposed if he doesn't do it thoroughly, so his attempt at it and the game points he put into it would be a waste. 

But if he exposes himself, he will invite a lot of trouble as people from all over the world start looking for him. 

"I can continue to toe the line for now, but I will have to make a decision eventually. Maybe it is time to start preparing for the fallout."

"I need the ability to escape danger. That Earth Escape ability would do perfectly. But there is no easy way to get it."