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I wish I could fuck you ( R18)

Ren was an expert, and I wondered how many people she'd been with before. I knew she didn't like to settle, that one-night stands were more her thing.

But Ren wasn't moving fast. Instead, she kept nuzzling my neck with her mouth, her teeth leaving small, sharp bites on my skin.

I couldn't take it anymore.

"Take your tunic off," I murmured into her hair. She was still nuzzling me, still tasting me, but she froze at my words. "Now."

Ren pulled back, her eyes dark. And as she looked at me, something strange happened.

For a moment, I could see two small horns on her forehead. They were sharp, pointed, and they matched the bump I could see between her thighs as she settled her weight on my legs.

Was she a demon?

But then Ren's gaze cleared, and she pulled back further. Her hands left me, and she started shaking her head. "Xyra, I—"

"Ren," I breathed, reaching out to grab her hand. She let me, letting our palms touch, but the look in her eyes was conflicted. "Let me."

She didn't reply for a moment, her expression unreadable. Then she shook her head again, and pulled back a bit. "I can't. I don't have any—"

But I didn't let her finish that sentence. I tugged on her hand, pulling her forward until her mouth found mine again. Her lips opened against me, and I could feel her desire. It felt so good, and I wanted to give her more.

And so I pulled at the hem of her tunic, trying to get it off her. She paused, staring at me with wide eyes as I pulled the fabric up her legs. But then her expression darkened, her pupils dilating.

"No," she said sharply, pulling my hands away.

I blinked at her in surprise. Had I done something wrong? I started to ask, but before I could say a word, she started licking a path down my chest, her mouth hot against my skin.

The feeling was electric, and I cried out in surprise, my head falling back. But I felt her lips find my stomach, tracing the curve of my waist before she moved lower.

The first touch of her mouth against me was like electricity, and I cried out at the feeling.

She paused, looking at me as her lips brushed against my mound. "Alright?"

I could only nod wordlessly, and then she started eating my pussy.

Her mouth was hot, warm, wet, and it felt so good. She went slow at first, her tongue licking against me in a slow rhythm that had me squirming in her hold.

Then she started moving faster, her tongue tracing me until I was seeing stars.

When she pulled away, her lips were glistening with my wetness, her face flushed.

"I wish I could fuck you," she breathed, her voice full of longing. "Gods, I wish I could."

I wanted to tell her that I didn't care, but my mouth felt dry and my brain felt cloudy from the pleasure. But Ren seemed to understand, her lips curling into a smile.

She leaned forward and kissed me, letting me taste myself on her tongue. It was sweet, and it made my body clench again. She kissed me like that for a bit before pulling away again.

Then her hand found me, her fingers moving in slow circles around my clit until she started rubbing against me. It didn't take long to make me come again, and this time, I was too overwhelmed to make a sound. All I could do was shudder beneath her, my body convulsing with the force of it.

 Ren stayed with me until I'd finished, her body warm against mine as she kept rubbing my clit. And when she pulled away, I felt like I'd been turned inside out.

The fire had gone down, but I felt like it was burning in my veins. Like my blood was on fire.

Ren leaned down to kiss me one last time. This time, though, she was more gentle, more tender.

And as she pulled away, our eyes met. Hers were dark, hungry, but there was also something soft there that made my chest feel tight.

"I want more please," I whispered, running a hand down her arm. Ren's eyes darkened, and she let me pull her forward again.

But she stopped me from taking her tunic off this time. "I don't have condom with me," she said softly. "I'm sorry. I don't want to risk it."

I studied her for a moment, trying to read the expression on her face. I wasn't sure what to say, wasn't sure what I wanted in that moment. But when Ren leaned down to kiss my mouth again, I knew.

This wasn't over yet. And I wanted to feel her inside me again, as soon as possible. Fuck why is she so good at that, why is she my fucking bodyguard, why can't I have her.

"I understand," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. I touched her face, tracing her cheek with the tips of my fingers. "Thank you."

Ren's smile was soft as she kissed me again. It lasted long enough for my heart to beat faster, and then we parted. She got up to put on her tunic again, but I stayed seated, too dazed to move.

When Ren came back to sit in front of me, her expression was unreadable. For a long moment, neither of us spoke. The only sound was the crackling of the fire and my heart beating in my ears.

Then I spoke.

"Ren," I started, my voice soft. I looked up at her, trying to put my thoughts into words. "I—" but when my eyes met hers, my words died on my lips.

Ren's eyes weren't the only thing different now. Her face had changed too. Her features were sharper, and those horns were back, perched atop her head.

And then I saw the tail. It was long, curled behind her, with a fluffy tuft of fur at the end. And it wasn't just her appearance. I could feel something else emanating from her, something dark and wild.