It's just being pretentious to me

Dongwoo realized a lot of things after calming down and taking a stroll.

His past, as disgusting and horrible to look at for the average man, didn't seem to affect the twins' attitude towards him. In any case, it only prompted them to get physical with him.

It was like they had seen the go-ahead they needed before attempting to cross a line with him.

'Was it because they knew I was gay? Was that why they did all those things to me?' he thought, clenching the shirt around his chest. 'Or was it all out of the feelings they had for me? In the first place, where did those feelings come from? And for how long?'

He didn't know how to answer those questions and definitely wouldn't be able to do it alone either. The best way would be to approach them about this topic but... He was scared.

They say fear doesn't always need a reason to be present and although that may be true, one would still need a trigger for that fear.