My Widow Professor – Part 2 (Trying To Get Closer)

The artistic golden sun got up like a baby and started painting the dark black sky into a bright blue sky. The bright looking milky clouds got up from sleep and started traveling around the sky visiting the wonderful environment.

The piercing sound of the alarm clock brought me back from the dead of sleep.

I started to wriggle and stretch within my cozy bed. It was just a usual morning. But for me this morning was a joy because it is another chance to see my teacher's lovely face, her penetrating eyes, and her sweet lips. There was a fire in my whole body which was the proof of my burning soul.

I just had only one goal in my mind. Goal to win someone who is very very special and the one who belongs to me.

After waking up from my bed, I went to freshen up. I completed all my daily chores. While I was showering, I had my eyes closed, and my teacher's face in my mind. My hand went straight to my bare penis which was hard as a hot rod. I could feel my bluish-green veins.

Within no time I started masturbating as the pain was severe. While I was masturbating, I was thinking of making love with my dearest teacher. After masturbating for almost 5-7 minutes, I felt like my balls are boiling and soon I came. I felt like I was relieved but still there was a fire in my body.

Slowly my penis started to limp. I saw lots of white sticky cum on the floor. I started to wash it, took a bath, and came to my room. Slowly I started to dress but while dressing I was thinking about what I should do? How should I approach her to make her mine? Still, I was clueless.

Suddenly, my father called me for lunch (I say lunch because I normally skip my breakfast since I used to eat at 10.00 am) which normally he cooks. I went to the dining table and had lunch. My father didn't ask anything while I was eating.

After completing my lunch, I said goodbye to my father. I took my bike keys and went to my college. But while riding I was only thinking about my teacher. I was at my college entrance where I saw her coming out of the auto.

She was wearing a white silk saree, a tight sleeveless white blouse, a small watch on her right hand. A tiny black bindi added more beauty to her lovely, gorgeous face. I could see her sexy curves. All the beauty and glamour of the world on one side and she in that saree on the other.

She was looking like an angel who is sent to earth only for me. Upon seeing her, my head was blank. I was in another world. I could only hear my heart pounding very hard. As if within no time it will be in my mouth. For me, the time slowed down.

She was slowly making her move toward my college. I had goosebumps when she passed by me. I was dumbstruck. She entered college and disappeared. I regained my sense and went to the parking lot. I parked my bike and went to my classroom.

I was really happy to see her. It was my best part of the day till morning.

Our class started as per the time table. Soon the bell rang for her lecture. I went straight to the first seat of my class to watch her very closely. I was eagerly waiting for her.

Soon I saw a fairy with some books in her hand entering our class. She was my lovely, beautiful botany teacher. She started to teach. I was constantly glancing at her. Her sweet aroma was enough to make me mad. I measured her body with my eyes. The time flew and the bell rang.

Today I was keen to follow her to her house. So I rushed to the parking lot, took my bike and went straight to the auto stand. After waiting for a few minutes, she came. An auto stopped near her. She sat in the auto and went. I followed her. I reached her home.

It was a small beautiful house with a garden in front of the house. Small beautiful trees were planted which adds beauty to the surrounding. Outside the house, there was a gate. On the gate, a nameplate was hanging where I found her name written Sukanya Dash. (teacher)

I was returning to my house suddenly I heard a sweet voice. I stopped and tried to look. I saw a girl coming from the same house. She hugged my teacher. I thought for a moment, "Who is this girl?" I could hardly see her face from that position.

I heard my teacher calling her 'beti' and both of them went inside their house. I returned to my house. While I was resting on my bed, I thought that following her was fruitful for me because of which I came to know two things – one her address and second, she has a daughter.

The days passed. I was also thinking of many ways to get closer to her, but none worked. During that time, I made many friends. But my best friend was a girl named Ananya. She was a very nice, loving, caring girl.

She was also very beautiful. She has a slim body but had a huge butt. Her size was 30-26-34. Many boys in my college had a crush on her. But I never thought of her in that way. She was just my friend with whom I shared all my secrets.

One day while I was talking with her, she asked.

Ananya – Utkal, you always sit with me in the back row. But during botany class, you rush and sit in the first row. Why is it so?

Me – (little shocked with the question) There always lies a reason for every act and it's a secret. (winking at her)

Ananya – (with eagerness) What secret? Tell me na please.

Me – (thinking for a while) Ok. I will tell you but you should keep it secret.

Ananya – (casually) Ok promise.

Me – Ok. Ok. Don't get disgusted.

Ananya – Why would I?

Me – (taking a deep breath) Look. I am in love.

Ananya – Really (with a surprise) Who is that lucky person and how is it related to my question?

Me – Let me complete my sentence first.

Ananya – Ok.Ok.Go on.

Me – I am in love. Love with the most beautiful, gorgeous woman in the world. Without her, my life is nothing in this cruel world. I love her so much that it is indescribable. (I paused.)

Ananya – Ok I got it. You love her so much but who is she?

Me- It's our botany mam. Sukanya Dash.

Ananya – (with a grin on her face) I knew it. Yes, my guess was spot on.

Me – What you knew?

Ananya – Yeah.

Me – But how?

Ananya – I noticed you. Whenever she passes, you have a grin on your face and stare at her like a street dog greedy for food. You always try to follow her, try to get a glimpse of her.

Ananya – Even in class, you hardly pay attention to any of our teachers but during botany class, you rush towards the first seat. and start to observe at her. Your eyes lightened up just listening to her name. At first, I was in doubt but I got confirmed when you beat Pratyush when he said something wrong about her.

Me – If you knew why you asked me?

Ananya – Just wanted to listen from you.

We both started laughing.

Me – Do you think she will accept my love?

Ananya – Might be, might not be. But you shouldn't stop loving her. I am happy that even if knowing she is a widow and mother of a child, still you want her in your life. That's sufficient to know how much you love her. I will be always there for you.

I hugged her tightly.

Me – Thank you for understanding me. But the problem is that how can I make her mine? She even doesn't know my name.

Ananya – (thinking for a while) Listen to win her you have to put a lot of effort. Are you ready for this?

Me – I can do anything even kill myself for her.

Ananya – Oh my sweet lover, (pinching on my both the cheeks) but killing yourself is not the solution. To get close to her you need to be the topper of the class. Here you have a chance to get close to her. Since teachers always know their class toppers names. If you become a topper, she will recognize you.

Listening to her I was spellbound because in my whole life I was never a topper. I was just an above-average student.

Ananya – See, I know it is very difficult but there are no other options. You can do it. Success comes only to those who believe in themselves and are prepared to win. I believe in you and you should.

Listening to her I got motivated. Only 20 days were left for the exam. I started to study very hard. I took a break only for eating and sleeping. Seeing me studying so hard, my dad got surprised and asked me.

Father – Beta, how did you change so much? You never studied so hard.

Me – (with a pause) Father I want to make you proud by becoming topper of the class. (without letting him know my intention)

I again started to study. Time passed very quickly. It was my exam day. I revised some lessons at the last minute and went straight to give the exam. I was in shock. I saw my teacher at the entrance of my college but I ignored her since I did not want to get distracted from my path.

After a week, it was my result day. I prayed to God and went to my college to check my result. I called Ananya and both of us went to college. I asked her to check my result as I was a little tense. Ananya went to the notice board and checked the list.

After checking she came to me with a sad face. I got frightened and said, "No need to say anything, I can see from your face." I slowly started to move towards the parking lot. Suddenly, I found someone holding my hand. She was Ananya with a broad smile, said "You fool you are the topper of the class. I was just playing with you making a sad face."

I was delighted. I scrambled towards the notice board and checked my name. I felt satisfied seeing my name on the top of the list. I felt very happy as if I am on the moon. I informed my dad. Listening to the news he asked me what I wanted? I thought for some time and said that I will inform you later. He agreed.

The very next day, every teacher congratulated me, except her. Now it was her period. She came to our class and said, "Who is Utkal Keshari Panda?" When I heard, I stood up with shaking legs and hands as if I had no control over my hands or legs.

She said, "So you are the topper of the class." My voice choked as I was very nervous. I said, "Yes, mam." She came near me holding my right hand congratulated me. I said thank you to her. When she held my right hand, I felt her soft hand for the first time.

My heart was beating very fast. I felt like 440-watt current rolled down from my body. My body temperature rose to its peak. I was shivering. Then she tried to take her hand away. I reluctantly released her hand. Then she said to me to sit down. I sat on my seat.

She started to teach, but I was just thinking about what all happened. Then I kissed my right hand. Ananya saw me while I was kissing my right hand. Soon the period was over. While I was going to follow her, Ananya came near me.

Ananya – So, how was that?

Me – Ok. Frankly speaking, that was great. Wait, no that was fabulous. It's just like a dream comes true. All the credit goes to you. Thank you very much.

I hugged her tightly.

Ananya – My pleasure dear. Listen since she knows you, now whenever you get a chance, go to her and ask her doubts even if you don't have any. Just do anything and try to get close to her.

Me – Yes my lord. I am looking forward to it. (We both laughed)

Every day whenever I get time, I rush towards her, asking doubts. And she used to solve every doubt with a loving smile. When she used to clarify my doubts, I used to stare at her voluptuous body, her tits through her white saree, her juicy lips, her silky hair.

I sometimes touch her body by not letting her know and enjoy. I used to smell the beautiful aroma of her while she was busy. As time was passing I was getting more and more close to her.

But I was not getting enough time at my college. So I thought of taking tuition from her so that I can spend more time with her. The next day when her period was over, I went straight to the staff room.

Teacher – Hey Utkal, why are you here, any doubts?

Me – No mam, I just want to talk to you. Mam, as you know 2nd semester is a few months away and I do have doubts in every chapter. I want to take tuition from you.

Teacher – Sorry Utkal. It is not possible from my side, even if I want.

Me – Why mam? Is there any problem?

Teacher – Yes dear, I have loads and loads of work after college.

Me – Mam, you help me with my studies and I will help you with your day-to-day work. Please, mam allows me to help you.

Teacher – (thinking for some minute) Ok. Since I want you to do well in your studies, I will take your extra classes and I will not charge any money from you. But you have to help me with my household activities. I will inform you of the time and my address. Just give me your phone number.

Me – Thank you very much, mam. I am glad to hear those words from you.

I gave her my number. As I was super excited I couldn't control myself and hugged her for the first time but that didn't last long since I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. She also took it casually.

When I hugged her, I had a tingling sensation on my whole body. I just felt I am hugging a cotton bed. For the first time in my whole life, I could feel such a firm and big breast crushing my chest. I could feel her hot and warm breath and of course her scent which always makes me mad.