Something I Don't Understand But Very Precious

William's POV

I've always refused to have children and take care of them. Thinking it would only hinder my work.

Because I didn't want to be like my father who quit his job as a secret agent just to take care of a child.

"I want to dedicate my life to being an agent in Black Clover like my grandfather. I don't want to quit like my father did," I told my partner that night.

"You always say that. It's not bad having kids, after all. They're so cute and adorable," Amanda told me.

Yes, my partner was a woman. We have known each other since we were very young.

I really don't like women around me, sometimes they can be very annoying and they always say they like me for no apparent reason.

Why do you like me?

What makes you like me?

I've never even paid much attention to you, is it that easy to love someone?

But unlike Amanda, no matter how long we were together, Amanda never once said that she loved me.