9: Vampire or ghost?!!

Jungkook's perspective:

Oh my fucking god I've never felt so amazing, last night I had sex with Taehyungie and it was to die for! He called himself a toy though and I didn't like it so I had to cut it short and bit him and he screamed really loudly which made me sad so I started crying and my eyes really burned for some reason. After that everything went blank and I woke up in bed with Taehyungie cuddled into my side.

I swiftly got out making sure I didn't wake him up, "Hyung, I'm really sorry for what I did to you. I know that you have every right to hate me, and now I'm leaving you like a one night stand. Which it probably was....

Please meet me at your cafe at noon today. I know you probably hate me but I swear I thought it was for the best, since it wasn't I'll try my very best and then do more to make it up to you. Jk.97" I wrote the letter onto a peace of paper then signed it and placed it in plain sight where I know he'd find it.

I went over to him and gave him a peck on his forehead after checking if he was breathing correctly then left threw the window, I went straight to the old abandoned building I found the day I disappeared from Taehyungie's life.

As expected I met with my hyungs, Yoongi, Seokjin, Hoseok, and Namjoon. They all were excited to see me and I was them. "Did you do it?" Seokjin asked with his arm over my shoulder, they were all vampires too and knew what I had to do to became a real vamp like them and that's why Jimin hyung knew too because his boyfriend is one himself.

I jumped over the old beat down couch and sat on it quickly pulling my phone out, "And you need to be shaking in pain and overwhelming pleasure." I played the video without showing them my baby, "As if you could do that to me." Recording Taehyungie said, that's all I needed so I skipped to the middle of the video where Taehyungie was moaning like my bitch, "A-ah! Yes, yes right there Jungkookie! Oh my god~" Such a whiney voice~

I smiled proudly as my hyungs came to sit next to me, "Good, now you're one of us." Yoongi hyung said taking his seat on Hobis lap as if it's his throne, "Yea, but... I don't feel any different," I confessed giving them a confused face, "If this is what it's like to be a vampire then I don't see how you guys love it so much. It really hurts a lot." I explained, of course Jin hyung would be the first to criticize me, "Then you didn't do it correctly, did you put it in the right place?"

"There is only one place to put it in..." I mumbled feeling offended like every other time he opens his goddamn stupid mouth, "Just do it again next month, or, maybe it needs time since you're so young still." Hoseok offered, "How old were you guys when you turned?"

Hoseok- "27."

Namjoon- "24."

Yoongi- "31."

Jin- "34."

"Explains why Jin hyung looks so old and ugly." I snickered getting a slap on the back of my head in return, "Hobis probably right, it just needs a few hours, maybe even a few days. I'm sure eventually the pain will go away, and after that you need to learn how to say things like 'God' outloud and to eat." Namjoonie hyung offered, "But I can already say god, lord, christ, jesus. Not too hard."

"Doesn't your throat swell up? Or start burning?? Or do you even choke???" Yoongi asked a bit confused, "No, I can say it fine." I muttered just as confused. "What exactly hurts? And what exactly you can't do?" Namjoon asked leaning over to me and put his hand over mine, a gesture he's explained to me is a way of checking my heartbeat. Wait.... he's making sure I'm not lying! How dare he think that of me?😡

"Like I said, I can't sleep, I can't eat or i gag it up or it makes my stomach really hurt for hours without end, my skin is always freezing cold which is what most of the pain is from which often leads to difficulty moving and breathing. Unless I'm feeling a strong emotion then I became translucent and then it's basically impossible to speak to someone who isn't Taehyungie and I cant breathe when that happens either."

"Why would Taehyungie be the only person you can talk to?" Yoongi asked after I've finished, "Well, I assumed that it's because he touched me when I died and now I'm partly ghost, I can communicate with him threw my thoughts sometimes." Everyone started to stiff up at my answer, "Jungkookie, when you say your skin is cold do you mean just a little bit cold or actually freezing to the point that you actually freeze like a fish in a freezer?"

"Fish in a freezer." I answered namjoonies strange question, "And you can say god without already turning into a vampire and practicing..." Yoongi spoke into the conversation, I nodded my head to him and the room fell silent. It was uncomfortable, it was like nobody was even there anymore.

"Guys, say something!" I begged starting to feel really scared, nobody answered until Yoongi spoke up, "Jungkookie, we were wrong. You're not a vampire, you're actually dead. And the only thing keeping you here is Taehyung.... if he starts showing you affection you'll...."

"I'll what? I'll what hyung?!" He went quiet again, "Answer me!" I yelled hitting my fist into my thigh causing me to hear a cracking sound and a radiating pain that I've come to live with and learned to be the ice inside of my muscles breaking.

"You'll move on...." Hobi answered, "Move on? I'm not that stupid, I love him more then anything and I won't just forget about him when he starts showing an interest!"

"No, Kookie. You dont understand...." Namjoon muttered, when I looked at him I saw he was holding back tears, what the fuck is going on?!!

"You'll move on.... to the next life.... to whatever comes after earth. To heaven, if you want to call it that." Seokjin finally explained, "What? First I'm a ghost and then a vampire and now I'm back to being a fucking ghost? Can nobody ever make up their minds around here?! Because of you guys I've been unknowingly making the ONE FUCKING PERSON I actually care about suffer just so you could tell me that I'm just going to leave him anyway! Even after I promised to make it right!" I yelled, my anger mainly being directed at myself in all honesty, once again they fell silent. "I've had enough of this." I mumbled standing up and starting to make my way back to my baby, "Where are you going?!" Yoongi hyung asked, "To fulfill a promise." If they're too stupid to figure that out then let them be confused, I don't care about dying. In fact if it wasn't for Taehyung constantly getting under my nerves these last few years I would've inflected it myself.

I can't leave him without explaining everything, no, I can't leave him at all!