Chapter 68 : Unrelenting Desires

After a few hours of trying to make the perfect pizza, Neal and I sat upon the sofa laughing over the movie we were watching. He was only about a foot away from me, and even though two different blankets separated us, I still felt closer to him than I had to James in a while.

More than once over the last few days, I had wondered if I had decided wrong when I gave James another chance. James was the man I loved and, more than anything, he was the man I wanted to be with.

But I questioned whether I was making the right choice because James’s life was complicated, and Neal was just so much more. He cared about me and was there for me when James wasn’t.

James’s words rattled through my mind as I thought about what he had said about Neal. Neal had told him he cared about me, but he never said he loved me. Yet, no matter what I thought, I knew I was still curious.

“Neal, can I ask you something?”