Season Finale

I woke up to machines beeping and a smell of the hospital ,I opened my eyes slowly as I tried to adjust to the light of the room . I then opened my eyes fully and turned my head to see where I was , I was in the hospital in a private ward alone .A nurse entered , "You are awake ,let me get the doctor for you ," she said as she left the ward .A few minutes later the doctors walked in ,both my gynae and my heart doctor .

"Anashe how are you ?"

"I…(clears throat) I am fine just some chest pains ," I said as I removed the oxygen mask.

"It's your usual symptoms Ms Anashe your heart is not looking good but the symptoms are stabilizing you just need to keep taking your oxygen theraphy and your medication."

"Anashe your babies are starting to be in distress your constant chest pains and falling unconscious is causing constant shock on the babies ,this last months you should thread carefully ," she said .

"I hear you and I will try and care for myself more than ever ,how did I get here ?"

"You were brought in by a man ,the one you last came with for the sonogram ," the doctor said .

"Is he here?"

"He left a few minutes ago ."

"How long will I be here ?"

"Just for this night just to monitor you and the babies ," they said and checked everything before leaving .

I was left alone in the ward , the clock is ticking isn't it?

After some time someone entered and it was Hoseok , "Hey ," I said sitting up .

"Hey," he said looking tired and drained and had tears in his eyes .

"What's wrong ?"

"I was so scared I thought something had happened ,Ayesha called me and told me to go to your house as something happened I was so scared .When I saw you laying on the floor not moving I was so scared …" he said as tears escaped his eyes . "Don't worry I am okay , I was exhausted and this sometimes happens when pregnant ," I said holding his hand .I was relieved he didn't see the room!

"That's why I told you to stay with someone ," he said wiping his tears .

"We talked about this ,okay after leaving the hospital I will go with you home and stay there for some days just to show you I am okay ," I said .

"Yes but still what if you weren't on a call and someone didn't hear you when you fainted …what if Ayesha or anyone didn't know you fainted and something happens to you ?"

"Nothing will happen to me trust me ,okay?" I said pulling him to hug me but he was right ,what if no one had known?

"I brought some food ,you need to eat ."

"Did you tell anyone ?"

"Yes I told the other members but they were too held up but they can't stop texting me ,they really wanted to be here ."

"Then how did you come here ?"

"I said that something really big happened and it was matter of life and death ,I could only come but the rest of the members couldn't come ."

"Oh okay what did you get us ?"

"Your favourite ," he said smiling .

"Yeyy!!"

"I knew you were excited the way you love spicy food I swear these Rainbows will come out with a spicy attitude," he said smiling .

"Like mother like children ."

"No they will look like me ," he said.

"Nah more like me ," I said taking the food .

"I am not even going to argue ."

The next day I was discharged and I went with Hoseok home ,he left and went to work .I was left alone and went to finish preparing the nursery .We decided to have a nursery in every member's house so we painted all the nursery rooms together but with some professional help too . We made drawings of all the things we called the babies by :

Hoseok called them Rainbows because they brought joy ,love and happiness in all the colours of the rainbow …in the end they had this shiny pot of gold filled with so much joy and happiness.

Jimin called them Munchkins because he bet his life they were so cute like teddy bears and would be thee most adorable thing anyone would see .

Namjoon called them monkeys because he believed they would be naughty and cause havoc but the happy havoc which would bring life to the house and keep everyone alive and awake just like monkeys, naughty but also adorable.

Jin called them Thunder and lightning because he thought that one would be like thunder ,made the loudest noise and the other would be lightning who would make an impact with no words …meaning the other would be dangerous with words and the other with silence .

Jungkook called them Dangerous Football twins because they kicked so hard these past days he swore they were playing soccer in the stomach and he said they would be dangerous because they would be thee best footballers out there .

Taehyung called them SuMoon meaning the sun and the moon ..the other would be the light of the day and the other the light of the night .Sun would shine so bright and beautiful and moon would be so bright and peaceful …down to earth yet so beautiful.

Yoongi called them Sweet and Spicy twins that's because I liked eating Spicy food and Hoseok liked mixing different things with ice cream but even though he liked sweet things.He said the other would like spicy food and would be fearless and dangerous but kind inside and the other would like sweet things and be the kindest but would be dangerous inside .

Daddy called them Cloud twins because wherever they went they would make an impact and tell stories to people but mostly they would be the hope people will need like when we hope it rains because it is too hot and we see clouds.

And I hadn't told anyone what I called them because I wanted to tell them when they were here for now I called them babies .

The other members said that they would decorate each nursery according to what they called them e.g Hoseok's nursery would be rainbow themed etc . I loved the idea and I was unpacking all the packages that had arrived today morning for the nursery and was now decorating and finishing the nursery room . Hoseok had started before we got the extra stuff. When I was done as I just sat in the nursery room , "I wish I would be there when you come into this world ," I said as I looked around the beautiful nursery room .

I went to the kitchen and prepared food to eat . As days went by I finished setting up things In south Korea I also managed to get some things done which I would need for when I give birth and I had my photoshoot with Jungkook and other members .I was still quiet on the internet after the last twitter message I had with one of the fans ,this caused a lot of controversies as people tried finding out where I was .Some would say they think they saw me in different places but they thought I was in india since someone confirmed I wasn't in New York .

I had a photoshoot by the beach ,in a pool ,by the mountain cliff ,house set up and black biker themed photoshoot .It was fun and the pictures looked so amazing .I had to go to New York and prepare for the award show I would be hosting , Seasons red carpet,(It is a made awards red carpet show where celebrities come together from all over the world and we would give awards to the celebrities that had the most impact , in a good way , to their fans and the world ) so I had to leave South Korea .

Some BTS members were sad but some were excited that I would host an award show , this would be my last time flying and the doctors were very worried about me flying at this stage but they gave me the go ahead after educating me and ensuring I was good to travel as long as I used my supplementary oxygen throughout the flight ,so I was going to be using first class.I also spent some time with my friends such as HoYeon , Rose ,TxT and Pentagon , I would meet up with TXT some days and we would just spend some time .I didn't meet a lot of people because of safety and privacy reasons , after Jin hyung had enlisted in the military i was ready to leave .

Note :The time frames might not be accurate but please bear with me and I apologize.

so I was at the airport saying good bye to A-ri since I had said goodbye to everyone at their house ,they couldn't come because again for safety .

"I will miss you ," A-ri said .

"Me too," I said hugging her tightly.

"I love you ," she said .

"Me too I love you so much ," I said as a tear escaped my eye .