Scream Of Disappointment

Jasmine gazes blankly at the outside window while she is in the car. Staring at the cityscape at night, the city lights and streets looks like a sea of stars. 

The girl should be happy by now, but there is only disappointment and a feeling of tightness that squeezes. 

Her chest is about to explode because her heart had already burst. 

Her heart was broken, crushed when she saw the man she loved so much was engaged to her sister. 

Her heart was broken when with joy her beloved sister received a ring from the man she loved.

She should have never known Leonardo Aldebaran's name.

She should have never entered ALDE HS.

She should have never let her heart receive love and affection from Leonardo.

Why can't I be the cool person I used to be?

Why can't I be the strong person I used to be?