Gray n Yellow

By: Katho Mim

Gray night 

Loose tights

Cool air, feel right

Yellow sun

Hot ray

Tight grip, can't walk right

Walk with a limp, don't fight

Wanna give up, but I got grit

Git my teeth, just breathe

Bro just needs a break

But he's breaking off everything

Don't snap, two can't equal one

Gotta headache, so his head's splitting

Feeling dizzy, so the floor below him is quaking

He might just drop from all this, drop the hardest quote, as if

He ain't a bitch, But it's a bitch of a time

Bit by bit, he's biding his time

Even with this pressure, he ain't depressed, he ain't pressed

He's just compressing everything, seeing the future as it's nearing

Ain't kneeling, instead he's concealing what's bugging him

Coming back from what looked like the dead, Putting men to bed

6 feet under is looking real splender

Such a place is where many of these men rests, don't test

But such emotions are beneath him, colors will defeat him

Red will leave you dead

Blue will have you lose

Yellow will bring you delight, but it won't stay without a fight

Black will try to kill yellow, It'll Darken your view, night, night

Grey will just consume, leave you emptier than a tomb

Can't blink or you'll feel cold, Ooze tryna slobber over you

What is it??

It's this impending feeling, it's your impending doom

What is it??

It's your sins

What'd they want?

Din, Din, 

Remember you used to be cocky, say, you can take it on your chinny chin chin

Childish as always, can't run away now, at least not until you're left leaking

Bleeding, see man, all those manic episodes, yet no official seasons

Should've seen it, aren't you all knowing

Why's your heart thumping?

Why so serious!? Weren't you a man of God, why do stutter in front of the sun

Was the light bright? Warm n nice? Though you liked the cold?

Cold hearted to those that only fucked up once and an ass to those stepped over you twice, even though I said this thrice, I know you, you'll still fold

Swear this really is starting to get old.

Cut em off, restart, swear this has been told

A tale as cold as the ice age, that is our problem

Trying to find nicer days, but we aren't one

We try to play devil's advocate so much, now Saten is tryna play with us

Begon!! We say it loud

But he laughs, point to us, we can feel, fuck

Chills running through our spines, take a breathe, we gotta chill

Can't take a break, or we'll loop back around, roundabout

Say it loud! 

Declare it now!! 

Don't share it

Savor it, the savior is him

Praying so much, finally taking the knee

Bow my head, now the lessons can begin

No more digging around, now it lingers like a singers echo

The melody is still singing, our heart is still beating, our mind is still thinking

We're still two, alter ego's, maybe it's a mechanism to avoid losses

Toss it, no need for it now

I just gotta zoom in, lock in, zone out, blanked out, they shake me all around

I wake up, in my mind so deep, I couldn't figure it out

Well I did and didn't, so conflicting, yet no answers for the questioning that is still proceeding.

But now I can see that I'm possessing the ability, to further the development of my abilities

Doesn't make me better by any means, but it gives me the means to become better than my past self

No longer shall allow any of this potential to just rot on a shelf

They leave me in the dirt? I can tell, move on, no love, tug along my shirt, push you away like dirt

Talk about so many things, you'd think this was an informational episode

It ain't special, it's like the rest, it's just telling more

One good day, and I can tell em all that I was a zero that became a hero

No 10, but 10% wasn't cutting it, so I stepped it up, and broke past it again.