I can't give up on my desire

Aaron's POV: 

I parted away from her and laid beside her on the mattress once I sensed that she was satisfied. Even though I wasn't entirely satisfied, I never push her more than she needs. 

This is what love does to a person! When you are in love, you start to care more about your beloved than you care about yourself. You begin to get happiness by making them happy. You lose yourself slowly to them—still, you will love it. 

Being a creature of lust by nature, all I knew was to get pleasure by sex and intoxicants. Who would have thought that falling in love gives the topmost pleasure? 

Lilin was lying dazed beside me, and her gaze was upwards. I turned to her side and traced my finger over her blushy cheek. Sometimes I have trouble believing that a beautiful girl like her is actually the daughter of the cold queen Lilith.

"Aaron," she said and yanked my hand away from her face. "We need to talk—"