"I know, you've worked hard..." Everyone must have experienced sadness, disappointment, and suffering. I won't force myself to speak. Maybe these sentences will be one way to express that sadness. Not much is able to reveal it. I just wanted to help convey a taste that had long been harboring itself. It hurts, but it's more relieved to say it.
They always said that everything will pass.
In fact, somehow I felt that things were getting harder and harder to live with.
Even, to just smile I'm reluctant to do it.