21- Faking it

I said I'm okay but,

I guess I'm a liar

FAKING IT - CALVIN HARRIS FT KEHLANI $ LIL YACHTY

I woke on a Monday morning feeling quite tired, And in my usual mood.

Hurt.

In between my legs hurt and I did not need anyone telling me the reason why.

So for today, I have a constant reminder of how much worth my life is to people.

Which is of course, worthless.

My alarm clock went beeping bringing me out of my semi trance, checking the time, I was thirty minutes later than my usual time.

Now that's a first.

Who cared if I got to school late? The rate at which I'm going, I would be dead much sooner than later.

Dragging myself off the bed with my face scrunched up like it's gonna make the pain down there disappear.

I stagger to the bathroom with a promise to burn my skin.

And that's a promise i fulfilled.

Coming out of the steaming bathroom with a towel on me, I started dressing only to catch a view of my little company for the past nights.