I HURT HER

Jackcy's point of view

I was still standing there like a statue, as he left me there with my bleeding head, Lisa made me sit and cleaned my wound, well that wound was not aching nor I was feeling the pain, my heart and my soul was crying for him, the only love of my life hates me this much, how I am still surviving,

it is hard to believe, he was never like this, he was one of those, who can not stand a single scratch on my body, whenever I get any injury or something, he used to cry like a cute little kid and used to take care of me like a mother,

I was his princess for god sake, but today he hurt me, not the eternal injury, but he made my heart bleeding, and there was not any sign of worry in his dark eyes, there was no concern at all, he left without saying a single word, how could he do that,

I asked myself, but the other side of my conscious scold me, "he is like this because you made him like this, you betray him, you took advantage of his love, his care, and you left him broken, you deserve this hate, you deserve more than this", my inner conscious yelled on me,

"Stop, stop your shit", I screamed and everything becomes quiet, Lissa hold my hand and she patted my shoulder, I cried, I cried a lot on her shoulder,

"Did you eat anything", asked Lissa, and I shook my head, "but I am not hungry either, my head is aching so bad and I need to sleep sometime, please take Luke with you, because then I will leave for my night job", I said, and Lissa nodes,

"Please take care of yourself Jackcy, be safe okay, if you need anything, please give me a call", said Lissa, and I hugged her,

"Thank god Lissa, I thank god that I have you, please don't leave me ever", I said and hugging her more tightly, "please make him eat, I will give you payment when I will get my salary this month", I said and Lissa glared me,

"Jackcy, you know me right, I do not need money, I just want you to be okay," said Lissa, and my tears started flowing like a Niagara fall, I am so glad to have her, she took Luke with her leaving me alone, and I went to my room and closed my eyes, I don't remember when I did fall asleep while crying.

I woke up the almost past evening, my shift in the club starts from eight to eleven in evening, I rubbed my eyes and woke up from the bed, my head was not aching that bad now, but my stomach was growling due to hunger,

I did not eat anything since yesterday morning, I got up from my bed and went to the kitchen, I saw the fridge, there were some pieces of bread and butter so I quickly made sandwiches for myself, I finished eating and went to take a shower,

I quickly make myself ready, I checked myself one last time in the mirror, the bandage on my head was looking not so good, but what can I do about it, I locked the gate of my house and headed myself out.

Luther's point of view

I took her to my garage, I force her for the strip, I know she still loves me a lot that is why she is still doing all the fair and unfair things which I am telling her, she was looking so fragile and pale, but I was so angry, I didn't have any mercy on her,

I forced her, she opened her shirt with shaking hands, her eyes were teary all the time, I never have seen her before like this, she used to smile a lot, but since I left her, seems like she forgot how to smile, she looks miserable, but all that things did not affect me, I threw my anger on her, and then she fainted,

she fell on the floor, her head started bleeding, and my heart skip a beat, my body becomes rigid, I started hating her but whenever I see her in pain, my heart starts bleeding, my soul cries for her, she is the only love of my life, the only girl whom I love more than my life, so many girls tried to seduce me, but I never cared about anyone, I don't even look in their direction, because she is only one for me, I quickly pick her in my arms, she lose a lot of weight, I was feeling no weight, when I picked her, the blood was dripping down to her face, I took her to my room,

I quickly called Elena, she came with a bowl of water and wiped her face and her head, there was not a deep cut, but she fainted due to shock, maybe she was not expecting this from me, I changed a lot, I could not stand her betrayal, I loved her so much, but she cheated me, I did not care about the reasons, because she didn't trust me,

I told Elena to change her clothes because they were covered with blood, It was so hard to see her like this, she was my princess when she used to come to my home, Elena loved her like a mother, but after her betrayal, I told Elena not to talk to her, Elena tried to make me understand that I should trust her and give her a chance to explain, but how could I trust her when I saw the evidence with my own eyes, she was lying beside my worst enemy, naked, she was sleeping peacefully,

I hate her so much for breaking me like this, I could never forgive her, after dressing her wound, I let her sleep in my bed, she slept almost fifteen hours, I was worrying for her, I was checking her pulse from time to time, she woke up next morning in my clothes, she thought I changed her clothes, she asked me who did it, but I didn't answer her,

I bring breakfast for her, but she didn't even touch it, she was changed a lot too, she denies the dress I picked, but I didn't give her options, I dropped her home, she was crying all the time, but I did not give any attention to her, I want to cry for her, I can not see a single drop of tear in her eyes, but today I didn't bother, when she was leaving the car, I told her that my eyes will be on her always, although she cheated on me,

I will not forgive her until I will take my revenge on her, she did not break only my heart into tiny pieces, she broke my soul and she broke the cute, caring, and loving Luther completely when she left, I saw she forgot her phone, which was switched off when I went to her house, she was crying like a broken doll on Lisa's shoulder, but in my anger,

I throw her phone, which hit her head and her head started bleeding, I felt my body was getting paralyzed, I hurt her with my own hands, but there was no sign of pain on her face, she was standing there like a statue with a blank face,

I left her house without saying a single word, I went home, I cried, I cried a lot, how could I hurt her, my heart was crying for her, how my angle, my princess will bear all this pain, I was hell angry on myself, I went to the gym of my house, and started punching on my punching bag,

I punched the bag until my hands started bleeding, I was feeling shattered, her crying face was coming in front of my eyes, again and again, the doorbell rang and I went out from my gym.