ch 3. feeling used and betrayed

"owww that hurts!" tae got fucked really rough by kook. but kook couldnt stop, his jealousy fired his thrusts on. he wanted tae to know who he belonged to. tae tried to push him away from him, but kook didnt budge. kook only got harder. "to whom u belong to? to whom, taehyung?!" "uuuuuuu....." tae moaned out.

hobi was frustrated. yoongi fell asleep immidiatly his head felt the pillow. horny he tried to get him awake again to do his job, but nothing helped. "fucking asshole!" he stood up and went out of yoongis room. he walked silently to another room, opend the door and hushed in. "hey, are u awake?" "always for u" hobi smiled through the darkness, he layed next to him. "fuck me"

jimin layed still awake in his bed. his encounter with that stranger was still in his mind. he tried to think who it could be. jimin was always carefull, never had something with anyone from his school, only with some from the town. a teacher even from the towns highschool, but it wasnt a good relationship, so jimin cut all ties. since about 6 month he didnt have anyone. "god damn it! who is it?"

jin dreamed about valerie. they kissed, he confessed to her and now it looked like that they were a thing. he smiled in his sleep.

next day:

tae was really pissed. everything hurt. his ass the most. moving his hips in general. he glared at kook and ignored him the whole day. he met his friends in the canteen. "hey nerd, why are u walking so weird? did u forget to remove your dildo?" of course, namjoon, the shithead. tae snapped back "shut your hole u stink a lot out of it." joon, kook, yoongi and hope were speechless. never did tae something like that. kook was really proud, but of course didnt show it. joon stood up, jimin swiftly moved in his way. "let him be. he has a bad day." he calmy stated. joons breath hitched. his brows furrowed. "never talk to me like that again fatass" jimin looked at him like he was a child having a tantrum. "than never talk like an asshole again to us either" "whats in the fucking breakfast, that give u such courage?" yoongi mixed in. "balls obviously" jimin driely replied and pulled tae with him. jin was laughing his ass off, also kook couldnt hold a snort. he covert it with coughing.

"now tell us, whats with u today?" jimin opend the lid of his yoghurt. tae shook his head. "i slipt on the wet floor in the bathroom after shower and hurt my butt really bad." "oh, wow. and i thought i am clumsy...tststs tae..."

kook glanced to tae. he sighed. he overdid it yesterday, he crossed a line, but he couldnt help it, even he was really sorry in the end. and now tae ignored him and was angry. it was torture for kook. he felt so sorry.

jimin saw something what made him froze. he saw a mark. a mark his teeth made last night. but it couldnt be. he squinted his eyes and looked again. "what u are looking at ugly fuck" jimin flinshed. "just at a ugly fuck back. shithead." he mumbelt. nope, deffinatly not that guy. never ever that guy. jimin sighed relived out and focused on his breakfast again.

*that was close* the stranger thought and pulled his shirt back up from his shoulder. he saw the mark jimin gave him in the morning in the mirrow. he felt proud. it was a reminder of their fuck. but he didnt want jimin to know who it was, he didnt want anyone to see it. he planned another encounter with this monchichi soon.

"where were u last night?" "i went back into my room, after u wouldnt do your job." yoongi was heartbroken. he woke up in the night and went to hobis room to apologize and to spend the rest of the night with him, but the room was empty. *why is he lying? where was he?* yoongi just noded. he would spy after hope, to find out.

tae went to the laundry room to wash his clothes and bedsheets. he looked disgusted at them. there was cum everywhere. he moaned from pain again when he leand down to shove every fabric into the maschine, when he felt hands on him. he flinshed up and was faced with the reason of his pain. "go away. i dont wanna talk to u right now" "taehyung...." kooks voice was really low. taes body shivert. he loved the low voice. "what? u hurt me." "i am sorry. i got carried away. i am so sorry." "why? why were u carried away?" "i think i was jealous" tae looked surprised. "really?...because of this guy yesterday?" kook noded. tae sighed. "i didnt do a thing, i didnt let him touch me, we just talked." "u wanted to have a drink with him" "yeah, so what? i cant have a drink with someone?" "no u cant" they got loud. tae looked around. he pressed the wash button and faced kook again. "sometimes there will be someone who wants to talk to me, want to get to know me, nobody knows that i am taken, because we are a secret. and u know that i am no slut. i am not someone who will make u jealous on purpose. u know me. i am not a popular guy." kook saw that tae was serious. and he felt it too, he knew tae was right, but still. kook didnt want anyone to know how beautiful tae really was. it would destroy him, if someone would look behind the glasses and see the real tae.

hope excused himself and strolled his way. yoongi followed him like a shadow. but after some hours, yoongi felt dump and foolish. and guilty of thinking bad of his love. yeah sure he never really showed him how much he felt for him, that he was really happy to have hobi in his arms, that wasnt a reason to cheat, was it? he wanted to leave hope alone, when he saw him whispering with someone. he scubed slowly closer. "yeah...i know...no he doesnt know...oh u were very good yesterday.... i never came so fast...tonight? yeah i want u too.....wanna suck u dry, baby....." yoongis world crashed down. he pressed his eyes close due to the pain. tears came out. yoongi fastly left the scene and ran back to his room. he needet to be alone.

jin met valerie after breakfast and walked with her in the park. "how is your head?" "i have a bump on my head" jin showed her. she laught. "me too. see?" jin was surprised. "huh?" "we crashed our heads together when we tried to kiss, idiot"

jimin was in the libary to get another book. "maybe i should get a manga too?" he mumbelt, focused on the colourfull books. he was walking very slowly by the storage room, when the door was yanked open, hands came out fastly and pulled a surprised jimin into the dark dusty room. jimin wanted to scream, but a hand pressed onto his mouth. "got ya" jimin flinshed away. "you!" the stranger chuckelt. jimin flinshed again. he knew that chuckel, he heard it before, but he couldnt put a face to it. the school was big and had almost 2000 pupils. lips invated his mouth, what was on jimins mind fade away and he focused only on the touches. "i couldnt sleep because of u" the stranger whispered. jimin smiled in the kiss. "me neither. will u tell me who u are?" "not yet. i wanna enjoy u more." the hands trailed jimins body, pulled his tshirt up and caressed his skin. jimin almost purred. his hands found the way to the strangers jeans and opend the buttons on their own. his body was on fire, he couldnt wait to feel that stranger again.

"are we together now?" jin shyly asked. valerie smiled. "i hope so. i already made plans." "what plans?" "after school we find work and after about 3 years i want a house, after 4 years wedding and first kid..." "hold on....how many children do we want?" "i think 2 is a good number" jin laught. "u shitting me" "am i?" valerie grinned mysterious. jins smile went away. "huh?"

"we should get on our ways." tae stated between kisses. "yeah. just remember" tae sighed big. "jungkook...." "promise me" kook demanded. tae stept back. "stop it. its stupid." "promise me!" he grabed taes arm hard. tae moaned in pain again. "let me go, u are hurting me" "than promise me" "what should i promise anyway? we are not together. or are u going to tell everybody that u are fucking the ugly nerd?" kooks eyes went wide. he turned his face away, his tongue was seen moving inside his cheek. he was fighting with himself. he shook his head. tae was sad. "than why should i promise? i am just a fuck for u" he yanked the hand away and ran out of the laundry room. kook sighed.

yoongi was crying. he never thought that from all of the people the sunshine hope will made him cry his eyes out. of course yoongis fassade was the cold unbothered cool guy, but inside he was a really soft loving sweet teddy bear, who wanted to be loved and appreciated. what did he do that he deserved to be cheated on? what didnt he do to get cheated on. he couldnt think of a reason. anger raised up in him. he gave hobi his whole heart, hobi knew how yoongi really was, he only got the good sides of yoongi, never got yelled on, never got cursed or got a bad word out of him and still. yoongis broken heart got cold.

jimin rode the stranger, who was sitting on one of the sort out chairs. it screeched a bit. it could break down any second, but they didnt care. they needed each other. jimin felt the strangers hair. somehow he recognized the hairstyle, but still couldnt put a face to it. he shoved the thoughts away and concentrated on his satisfaction. jimin liked the dick inside of him. it was well formed, perfect in size and density and the owner knew to use it. jimins hole was so wet that it made heavenly sounds to the thrusting. the stranger couldnt get enough, he tapped himself on the shoulder in his mind, it was a good hiding place, it was a good idea to jump the monchichi here. he knew if jimin would find out who he was fucking with, this would end abruptly. jimin wouldnt like him or want him. he sighed and intensyfied his thrusts up into jimin. and again they came, only the stranger came this time inside, he hadnt got the time to pull out before. "sorry, i did spill inside" he panted. jimin hummed. he was still recovering. he held the strangers in a tight hug. "let us stay like this for a bit, please" "okay"

tae was angry at himself. he let kook into his heart. but he knew kook would hurt him. he took the risk and now he was regreting it. kook never will made their relationship offical. he will always be in the shadows. he didnt deserve such handsome great smart boyfriend as kook. he was out of his league. tae had to admit that. he was nobody and nobody will ever be proud to have him or really love him. tae broke down in his depressed thoughts. he was nothing, he was ugly, he was disgusting. this was just a temporary dream.

hope knocked on yoongis door. "hey. wanna do something? i am bored." "wanna fuck?" hobi was surprised by the tone and the face. he smiled again and noded. "why not" he went to the desk where yoongi sat. "whats on your mind babe?" yoongi smiled. he stood up and pushed hobi on the bed, riped the clothes off, spread the legs roughly, got his cock out and shoved it in without getting hobi prept properly. hobi yelled in pain. "what are u doing? stop!" but yoongi didnt listen and fucked his former boyfriend hard and violently.

they all met for the dinner in the canteen. all but hobi, who couldnt walk anymore. yoongi asked joon to bring him some food. he didnt like to see him for the rest of the day. this was the last fuck he had with hobi, he let all his anger out and now he was done with him. joon smiled the whole time, he was in a good mood, he even didnt got yoongis dark mind. he was happy. unbeliveble he was happy. he wasnt that for ages. never he thought this boy, he used to bully would make him happy again. what did that mean? kook looked for tae, but couldnt find him. he couldnt asked. frustrated he sighed.

jimin was in his thoughts and only halflistend to jins recall of his day. "...my lips hurt we kissed the whole time...are u listening?" "u kissed" jin tilted his head. "whats on your mind?" "nothing. i am tired" he heard a chuckel, which got him goosbumps and his head snapped in the direction. where did it came from? jimin conentrated. there....it was again. but there were too many people in the room. he sighed.