Noah's POV
I look myself in the mirror as I admire myself, tracing the glittery diamond choker around my neck that symbolizes that I was owned. I feel like a whole other person because right now I feel confident in myself.
I'm going to show the man that I love that I'm his and only his. I never knew that I would be doing something like this. The feeling of me being in control tonight makes me feel excited and nervous.
First is because I don't know exactly what I'm doing and secondly anything can happen and that scares me. I want him to enjoy every moment where this could be a once a month thing instead of him always dominating me.
He's still going to top me, it's just that I get to call all the shots tonight. We haven't had any sexual altercations with each other since Elle is our first priority before anything.
Sure it bothers us but it really doesn't matter as long as we have each other. Although It would be nice to have sex once and a while.