I Need A moment

[NIKITA]

"It...it doesn't make sense. Ren… Ren was his son.  Why would he do that to his child? Why would he kill his son?" Nikita asked again, realization dawned on him on how a father condemned his son to die.

This hurt more than Nikita losing his whole family.

Maybe this was also a trigger for him to grieve, but would he? Would he finally let his walls down and face the reality that he wasn't alone in this? Would it make him any happier if he realized that everyone around him not only cared for him but were trying to help him through the pain?

Did he even realize that they were all coming together, the good, the bad, and the evil just to see him get better?

"Where did you get all of this anyway?" Nikita added, his tone stiff and scared, but the coldness made it seem like he wasn't worried at all. He was worried. He was angry. His heart was hurting for Ren and Yelena.