Thanks.

I just want to let you all know that I appreciate every single get well soon message I recieve from you guys even if I havent been around for the year due to me being mostly lazy and wanting to read some stuff myself. I also admit that sometimes that I lose motivation or interest or find a neat idea I like to just jump into but that's for later.

Honestly I mostly just want to admit that this whole things is absolutely terrifying for me. As for dollars for the vending machine? None of you guys have to do that for me mostly it's kind of like a running joke. I am not expecting any money or anything like that as my hospital stay and everything is free. I cant even walk to the vending machines yet anyway. But soon...

just wanna say that I love you all and appreciate each and every one of you for the little bit of moral boost I get from you.

Right now I'm just a scared guy getting fed lots of medicine and passing out randomly to being woken up for bottles of blood.

My agoraphobia is being pushed to the limits and I have none of my emotional support in person like my brother or sister.

but just let me tell you that I appreciate you all and once I'm better, I think I might try to right another nice Harry Potter book.