Auction IV

Why am I even born?

From my previous life, I had asked myself many times how existing was ever a crime? My mother never gave me the slightest affection, and her drug addicted husband who looked away every time Beth beat me until I'm barely breathing.

Right.. I was unwanted the second their sin bore fruit; I am that sin. The unwanted sin from the very beginning.

It may be cruel, but I was secretly happy when they died in that accident. However, life never wanted me to stay in a state of bliss for far too long. 

The person who killed them, my biological father, had ordered people to kill me. I survived that day. But to be honest, I didn't.

I died.

I died the second I met Nikolai. I died taking that shot for him. I was already dead when the Silva Family took my corpse under their wing.