Chapter 19

Jin's POV

Almost 2 months have passed, in 1 week Jimin's birthday is there. all the preparations are going as per Jimin's request. He want it simple with just us 6 people. It's his birthday, so we'll do whatever he wants us to.

I thought of giving him a jacket. if he and Jungkook would have been together, I would sure buy them a gift, but they are not together anymore. I know everything that happened in Jimin's room and asked Jungkook only one question "why did he stutter". He don't know the answer himself . so I couldn't do much

Right now they are behaving like normal people but strangers. In front of camera's, they are acting like friends but we know better. Behind those cameras, they are practically ignoring each other, talking only when necessary. Though I have seen both of them staring at the other, when the other is not looking. Even though I want to help them, I can't. They have to solve this themselves

Namjoon is in his room, busy. I don't wanna disturb him. he said he have much work this week but he promised to spend next week with me only. i'm happy with it

if Joonie asks me now, whether i love him or not. my answer is ready for him. i have thought about it a lot and came to a conclusion

i always used to think, i'll break down when i'll admit what i want. but no. i was clear and happy.

i walked back to my room from the balcony and sat on the bed

suddenly the door opened and in came Jungkook. he practically jumped on me, making me fall backwards on the bed and him over me

"what the hell, Jungkook!" I groaned

"hyung! hyung! I--I" he tried to say

"take a deep breath and then speak" he did as i told

"now speak" he smiled so brightly

"i want you to do something for me...." my eyes widen at his words

"no, i can't do that" i shook my head

"yes you can hyung" he pleads

"what if he gets angry"

"no, he won't"

"what if this doesn't work"

"it'll hyung. trust me"

"okay i'll. i'm doing it just for you"

"thank you hyung" he hugged me

someone coughed and we snapped our neck towards the sound. Namjoon was standing near the door with tight smile, looking at us.

"what are you two doing" he said slowly and came towards us

then i realized our positions were not good. i immediately but gently pushed Jungkook away and stood

"hello hyung!" Jungkook chirped

"hello Jungkook! can I talk to Jin alone" he asked though his eyes were in mine

"yeah sure" he went and Namjoon locked the door

"look, Namjoon, it was nothing like what you have seen" i hesitated and move backwards

"did i ask you something?" he moved forward

"i just want to clear my part" i move back

"did i doubt you?" he moved forward

"I--" I yelled as my foot hit the bed and my body move backward

but he caught me before i fell and pulled me closer

his breath hot on my skin

"N-Namjoon" I tried to speak

he came closer to my lips but doesn't kiss me making me frustrated

"just kiss me already" i whined

"as you wish" he closed the gap and kissed me

after a while of senselessly kissing each other, he went for my neck

"who do you belong to" he asked in a deep voice

"yo--you. i belong t-to you on--only" i replied in a hoarse voice

"mine" he pulled me closer

"on--only yours"

just say those words, Namjoon i'll be yours

"we can't go on, otherwise it'll end up with us in bed" i blush as he moves away

"by the way, i came here to inform you that i'm taking you somewhere tomorrow, at 9 PM. so dress up in not too formal nor too informal"

"as in a d-date"

"yes, a date so be ready"

i'm already ready Joon. i nodded. he left the room leaving me thoughtful

so tomorrow i'm gonna say my answer to him and i don't have any clothes!. i should go to the mall. i need to buy 3 gifts now....

(time skip)

i'm exhausted and laid down on my bed. it's night time, i have so much work

knock knock

"Jin, it's me" Joonie's voice came

i got up from the bed and was about to unlock the door but i have an idea

"i won't open the door" i shouted

"why" he whined. such a baby....

"you can't see me right now. just wait till you see me tomorrow. bye!"

"we are not getting married baby" he disagreed

"i don't care. if you force me, i won't come with you tomorrow. no cheating"

"okay fine" he huffed

i heard footsteps going away from the door

hehehe.....sorry Joonie

i'm gonna make you drool over me!!

i need my beauty sleep

me, going to my sweet bed

goodnight everyone!

(next morning)

i woke and did my usual stuff and avoided Joonie at any cost

i need someone to help me get ready, so who did i call

Tae will ask many questions and he can't keep his mouth shut

Hoseok is the same

Jungkook and Yoongi are no help in these stuff

my only option is Jimin

he would understand me and help me

i dragged Jimin to my room and made him sit down on my bed. i paced around thinking how would i tell him

"Hyung... what happened" he whined

"okay listen you have to help me because Namjoonistakingmetoadateandiwannalookperfect"

"what the hell hyung, i can't understand you"

"he is taking me to a date and i want you to help me"

"what the fuck! who is taking you out" he shouted

"shhh....it's----a-----a Namjoon" i fiddled with the hem of my t-shirt

"O.M.G!!! O.M.G O.M.G!! I'M SHOCK--"

"shut up you little bean" i put my hand on his mouth

"so when did it started. spill the details"

"listen i have a date and i wanna look good, so. i'll tell you the details later..... but please don't tell anyone about this. pretty please" i battled my eyelashes

"okay fine! but i want the details soon. DEAL!" he lifted his hand

"DEAL!" I shook it

" now let us start with the hair..." he took my hand and brought me to the bathroom. he took out the purple dye.....

(time skip)

I was ready and trying to calm himself. in 10 minutes Joon will be here. where are we going. i'm so nervous. i started pacing around the room. what if i slip or what if i destroys the whole date.....

a knock on the door brought me back, i checked himself in the mirror before taking in a deep breath

everything's gonna be alright

i opened the door and to say i was shock was an understatement. Namjoon..... just look fabulous, amazing, hot....i couldn't find words to describe him. i'm practically drooling over him

"you look beautiful... very beautiful" he caress my cheeks

and me being me, can't say a word and of course just blush

say something. compliment him. you idiot!

"you look handsome too" i was thankful, i didn't stutter

"but....you snatched the spotlight baby" he smirked

"um--m-- aren't we late. come on lets go" i excused

"not at all, we have all the time, no one is gonna disturb us tonight. it is gonna be just us" he pushed a strand of my hair back

this man...

"lets go" he puts his hand out

i kept my hand in his as he took me upstairs! why the hell is he taking me upstairs. shouldn't we like going out to a restaurant or something. he saw confusion on my face but he just smiled. we climbed two rounds of stairs and finally we are on the terrace. why are we here??!

suddenly i couldn't see anything. there was a hand on my eyes. Blinding me.

"Joonie, what is this?" i whined

"just wait, baby. close your eyes. just do" he whispered

i nodded and did as he said. i felt him move and i did as well. we came to a stop

"now, do as i say. open your eyes on the count of three okay" he said

"okay"

"1, 2, 3" he removed his hand and i got blinded by the light

when i clearly saw what he did. i was shocked. i blinked many times to see whether this is my imagination or reality

in front of me, was a small round table with a white cloth draped over it. there were yellow flowers lights around the boundary of the table which brought a glow to its surrounding. on the table, there were candles with a bunch of yellow flowers bouquet. there were 2 glasses, a wine bottle and a dish on the cart, which was beside the table

what shock me more was, not a few distance away, was a home-made bed which looks like a tent. there was a white fluffy bed sheet below, with 2 brown pillows and a white blanket. it looks like a tent because there was a white, net type cloth over, which are supported by ropes. it was warm. the thing which makes gives fairy glow is the white dream catcher. attached to the cloth, above the pillows

This is my ideal date. It was in my bucket list. tears sting in my eyes as i never thought that my wish would be completed. it came true and it was only because of one person. KIM NAMJOON

"Do you like it" he asked as he back hugs me

"nope!" i turned towards him

"i'm so--"

"i love it you idiot. thank you so much. I -" I stopped myself

"I- what" he asked eagerly

"I'm happy. thank you"

"i'm happy you love it" he smiled disappointedly

i pull his face and peppered it with kisses. and gave a quick peck on his lips

"actually i was in your room one day, when you were in the shower. i wanted to ask you something but saw a book on the bed. i know i shouldn't have opened it but curiosity got into me and i opened it randomly. and the page that opened was your bucket list. i quickly took a picture of it and ran away. i read how you want an ideal date like this, sleeping under the stars and the moon, having a date on the terrace. and i wanted to be the one who complete it" he confessed

"you read it" i was shocked

"please don't be angry. i'm sorry" he pleaded

"i'm not angry. thank you for such a beautiful present. i want to say you that I-- " I'll confess to this man

"not now. after the dinner" he asked

"okay" i smiled as he guided me towards the table

he pulled up a chair for me and made me sit down

"thanks" just like a gentleman

"your welcome" he sat on the other side

he poured wine in our glasses and gave it to me. he took out our dish which is Bulgogi and for dessert, Songpyeon. i love it!. we ate and drank in silence. he came towards me and asked for my hand

"may I " he smiled

"sure, but music?" i accepted his hand

"no need of it. Rhythms of our hearts and our voices will be the sound tonight at which our feet will dance"

"you really are on the mission to make me cry" i huffed

"I'll allow you to cry, only when you shed them in happiness"

"shush just dance"

we dance just like that for a few minutes until he step out of it

he went near the table and from under the table he took out a small box

"what is it Joonie" i asked as he moved forward and stood in front of me

"the rose speaks of love silently in a language known only to the heart" he spoke as he took out a yellow rose from the box

"I want to be friends with you" he handed me a yellow rose

"i love your grace and elegance" pink rose

"i'm fascinated by you" blue rose

"i love your modesty and sincerity" peach rose

"i love your enthusiasm" orange rose

"i'm amused by your excitement" salmon rose

"i love your passion" cream rose

"i'm in love with your pride and enchantment" purple rose

"i love your appreciation and gratitude" dark pink rose

"i love your beauty-- inside and out" burgundy rose

"i love your spirit" green rose

"i want us to share the same desire" coral rose

"i wanna be there for you when you cry, just like rainbows appear after every wash" rainbow rose

"A heart unacquainted with love" white rose

"I Love You" a red rose in its bud state

"i wanna marry you and live with you forever and grow old with our children" a full grown red rose

"Will you?" a black rose

happy tears rolled down my cheeks and i smiled at him

" True love is eternal...cherish that love when you've got the chance, for once it leaves you, it would be difficult to get it back...don't let love be only a memory. So I wanna say you this, yes, I Love You and only you" i jumped in his arms and he dropped the box

he hugged me tight

"say it again please" he pleaded

"I Love You! I Love You! I Love You! and I'm not leaving anytime soon" i caress his cheeks

his eyes were sparkling

he lifted up from the ground and spin me around

i laughed

it's all worth it

he puts me down on the ground. i remembered that i had bought a gift for him. i searched my pockets for it. Aha! i found it

"close your eyes" he did as i said

i took his hand made him wear the bracelets, which is similar to the one i'm wearing

"open your eyes" he did and he stared at the bracelet and tired to read the words on it

"what does this mean"

it was written in spanish, para los que tallan

"it means for 'for those who carve'" he smiled

"i can understand every color but why black?" i asked

"i know black means 'i hate you' and symbolize mystery. but without darkness you won't be able to see the stars. as much as white is important so is black. black also means rebirth and new beginning. if black won't be there, there won't be a new day, a new start, a new story and a new chance"

"you know how to make me fall harder"

i kissed him and he pulled me closer. i love this man. no one has ever made me feel like this. i felt his tongue on my bottom lip asking for entrance and i allowed him. we fight for dominance but of course he won

his skills made me moan

he picked me up making me jump but he didn't stop kissing me. he laid me in our small cute tent with him above me

we broke apart for oxygen

he laid beside me and pulled me closer. we both panted hard. this kiss was very different from others we shared

we stayed like that for a few minutes looking at the sky, observing the twinkling of the stars. it was as though they were smiling, cheering and dancing at us. a smile crept on my face unconsciously. a thought came to me

"Joonie....how do you define love now" i looked up at him, he was already staring at me

" Love, knows no reason, knows no time, it has a sole intention of bringing people together to a time called FOREVER..."

"But i have more better explanation than you" i said

"really! what is it?"

"Love is just like burning cigarette. it starts from flash and ends with ash"

"you have became a genius by living with me" he grinned at me

"yeah! Joonie" I smacked him on the arm

we chuckled

"if you weren't born as human and didn't meet me, what would you wanna be"

"I would like to be a tear, born in your eyes, alive passing your cheeks and dieing on your lips. what would you be" he caress my cheeks

"I would like to be the air that surrounds you, breathing in you and only you"

I kissed him

"someone's being naughty ha!?. baby, i don't have so much control as it seems" he smirked

"what if i told you to lose that control and let us drown in each other" this seems to surprise him. he backed away a little

"are you sure?" he asked

"damn sure. but won't anyone come up and walk into the full show" i asked

"don't worry baby, i asked Yoongi, actually i told him everything about us. i know he won't let anyone come up here. i'm sorry"

"you don't need to be sorry. actually i told Jimin about us. i needed his help. i'm sorry too"

"i don't mind. i want to be yours and you to be mine" his voice made me pull him towards me

"what's stopping you. make me yours Namjoon" i decided

With that he kiss me and our clothes were discarded in minutes. As you can say...it was a pleasurable night.........