[68] MAYBE

Aryan paced around the room. I know how he was at the moment, he must be mad at me for not trusting him. But these hidden doubts needed to be cleared.

"But you also had moments with Maddie... You had sex with her, remember?". I say and regretted saying that. Why am I letting Alaky's word about Maddie manipulate my thoughts? I knew that girl back at devachan was never Maddie but the words were true, so was everything else.

" Tracy, we had sex, yes! I'm not gonna lie to you but she never made me feel what I felt with you!". He takes my hand quickly. "I never loved her! I told her, and she, of course, knew we weren't serious".

I was speechless for a moment before regaining my balance after exhausting all these that had burden my chest for long, at least knowing this, I felt our love was real. I've always felt it real but at times I felt something terrifying.

"I love you, Tracy". He says softly and pulls me gently into his arm for a kiss.

"I'm just curious about one more thing". I sigh at my question.

"What would that be?" He asks.

"Even if I am truly pregnant... Won't you be seeing me differently when I start developing a baby bump"?

He shakes his head no and slides his hand under my dress. "What are you doing?". I ask quietly.

"Trying to find your stomach, I wanna feel the flat bump before they started to grow bigger". He laughs and I joined him. "But I find this". He smiles before touching my pubic region lightly.

"Aryan?".

"Yes baby, but tell me something, are you really like... Like truly pregnant?". He asks me, I shake my head no. How could he have forgotten how our sex always end... Reaching climax has always been on my stomach or outside my pubic region or maybe inside me.

Or maybe I am lying to myself, I haven't seen my period this month and it's disturbing cause it always comes at the beginning of every month.

The most terrifying part of all is having a baby at 18. We are still young!. I sigh and imagined how mom's face would be when she learned this.