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Mae is one of many k-pop and k-drama fan. Even do she is not like those fan that can go concerts and buy the products that her favoriate group that BTS. But she still find ways to support them by streaming their videos.

2 yrs ago....

Browsing through youtube, want to find something interesting...

"There is nothing new here.. i think i seen most drama i like",. saying to myself

But one video catches my interest. A group of young boys are being feature on a television show because of their cover of a K-pop boy group (that's BTS). Thinking they are a new group i click on it. Being amaze with their choregraphy, clean footwork and goodlooks. I started to become their fan. I now an official fan..hehehe...from being a k-drama fan to being an ARMY.

Present time....

I tried signing-up to the fan page but can't access so i find some other social media app to be able to have update on what was happening with the voice from bts messenger to tiktok to v-live to twitter to youtube. You name it, i download it..hehehe...

But the on that i really love is youtube and v-live because of the english translation. But im also starting to learn do some korean lesson with the help of youtube and some korean language app.

Sigh...

Now that im starting to take interest again with korea. I'm also starting to miss my grandfather, Korea reminds of him. He once fight with thousands of filipino and korean soldeirs during korean war. If my memory is right he was one of the few filipino soldier that carries the philippine. A relative even saw my grandfathers name on the statue or monument im not sure. But because of that we where suppose to take my grandfather to korea but many bad things happen to him, his starting to forget many things, unable to recognize family member, get traumatize with the flood that almost took their lives and accidentally drink some toxic substance that slow taking him away from us. I always remember when we were little he will always show us different small book with weird symbol and maps. not knowing that it was korean books.

Sigh....

Why am i thinking of sad memories....

To erase those sad memories, i starting looking for videos about bts. Seeing their face lit up the my mind. Listening to their songs and know the meaning of it makes one happy, feel energize, and so addicting that you want to always hear him. And knowing how they started make me want to work harder, make me want to dream even more.

My songlist only contents bts songs from cover to individual to group songs. Its been to years since i started following them. They achieve a lot of things. Breaking a lot of records, winning a lot of awards, winning billboard awards in three years in a row and being able to go to the grammys. The boys achieve a lot.