I Can't Keep Doing This

"Are you still angry?" London asked again.

"I'm just tired. That's all." Finally, L replied.

"I was thinking a lot last night," London stopped his breakfast and looked gravely at L. "I don't know why I'm so easily upset and jealous when I see you with other men. I don't like myself for doing it. After thinking for a long time, I realized ... it happened because I feel insecure."

"What do you mean, you feel insecure?" L asked in surprise.

"Our relationship makes me feel insecure, L... I tried to be honest, and finally, I realized that the relationship that we have is only going in one direction. It's been one-sided most of the time. I was always after you and want to marry you, and you always rejected me... That's why I feel insecure. You don't love me, while I love you so much."

"That's not true. I've accepted your proposal ..." L refuted London's words.