Stop wasting my time

Ryn finally lifted up her head after half an hour. She walked slowly to the balcony and looked up at the sky. It was dark. There was no star at all.

Ryn sighed. Her hands wrapped around herself. She was still feeling uneasy with this. Her mind was screaming for her to contact him, to talk with him. Her mind kept telling her running away like this was not the right choice.

But her heart... her poor heart kept telling her that it was useless trying to talk with him. He would never listen to her. He always used his love as the reason for him to force his decision on her. Was it so hard for him to listen?

She sighed again. Even sitting on the balcony under the moonlight did not make her feel better. She stood up and went back inside, not forgetting to slide the sliding door close to block the night wind as well as the mosquito.