What World is this?

I was in a room that felt so empty with books, snacks, PS Joysticks that were still scattered beside my bed. The clock's hands were ticking fast. I feel like time wants to eat me. That night I was so chaotic because the Corona virus pandemic felt so bad. Yes ... I'm not young anymore. I dream of being able to marry the idol of my heart this year. But I feel bad that I have to take a break from work because my City is in the red zone. I thought about a lot of things after receiving whatsapp messages from my friends. In my mind I thought, would you be ashamed if you knew that her child, who was a lecturer, was an expedition courier? What will the neighbors talk about me in front of my mom? I'm not ashamed of any work. But I don't want my mother to feel insulted by me. Before I had time to reply, I took my cellphone and opened my Game Application. A few seconds I logged in the game, suddenly my room changed. I was like in my own game.