the skitsophrenic system

one day I waa lazing about imagining a set of purple dragon balls. I felt like I could almost grasp them. and to make things more interesting i imagined wishing a single die I had to turn into a sonic screw driver. but little did i know things turned out different. with the first roll of my die the time stopped and stayed the same for years to come.

if that wasn't enough the news had told of a space-time vortex surrounding my hous. in a general area of at leasr 100,000 miles. while i sat cross legged in a lotus position i lemented in my tjoughys about wjat to do next. i imagined many senerios to het through this period. should i roll the die again and see what happens or wait it out.

an hour before time stopped i was feeling as if a cosmic shift had taken place in my life. in the moment of living life things got more colorful and animated. i desided to walk outside counting my paces to 50 and kept my eye on the light in my house as to not get lost in the middle of the night. i imagoned a face not mine falling off the front as if it was connected for a reason forgotten or unknown. my eyes glowed a myriad of colors and I fell leaning against a tree. instead of getting up i imagined a rat throwing flags down in the point of gettong lost in thought for a path to follow for years. but who was i to follow flags willingly. so instead of waiting innthe woods for moss to grow on my back as one flag was telling me to i got up and circled around the woods falling and tripping getting sticks stuck to my body. I imagined they were lucky so i didnt remove them. some how i made it back to my house but this is where things get trippy.

i imagomed as I walked through my door nothing but wanting to watch tv. just re-runs. while they were playing I made up a game where i imagines dofferent things to eat, drink, play with, and places like subspaces to store. homes to live in better than my own.

later on like a few minutes i still was sitting on my couch then i heard a line on the telivision abouy eyes, so i imagined eues of people near me, I would look into them and see myself or others. in a perception far away from reality or maybe a reality far away from perception. in anycase o feel like I did this all eyons ago in the same way or perhaps I was recollection as the happenings were going on. then the dragon ball wish happened.

in another moment of the moments amongbthe time stop, ibimagined a black hole above the sky. to oear into and see out of. I felt recollection of fast thoughts of thoughts echoing slowly back to me. after a while i lookes around. and felt as if my food changed distorted to be timey-wimey. a thing neither before or after the time stop. i smoked some cereal. then i burnr the rest in a fire. and time started again.

some time before or afrer i imagimes having five hearts. and i wrote down tittles for my teeth talking bkut vitality to antimatter and let them choose which ones they got. my obnoxious ear brothers are like lool what we got as my eyes saw othee things. then i saw myself asking myself not to go through with it. but i was presumptuous and thought him not real enough perhaps it was all my skitsophrenic thoughts going on crazily. a mile away i saw myself lying down on the ground. a mile away in anothee directoon I saw a pile of myselfs climbing upon each ithee. another mile away in the sky i saw a planer purple to be exact.

in my skitsophrenia I have people saying its been done and i have them saying it hasn't been done. im just in the stuff.

months latervim in and out of a health safety watch house where i was because my family was worried about me. when outvmy skitsophrenia lightened up because of the meds i was put on. weeks latwr i was sitting on my couch.

"Just a bland day as usual. time flowing amd going on within the lapse of space. rural life living on an isolated part of the woods near a couple of small towns. but i havent done much to het out of my rut. my days are similar woth changes in the positions I sit or walk or even ponder about. I uses to live with my parents, then my grandmother, and now i live alone, lately. i think ive been having hallucinations, audio and visual annomolies have been going on in my house and wherever I walk to and fro. Things I keep hidden not to sound insaine, I could call them skitsophrenic delusions that I believe aren't real even though they grt loud and up in my face somwtimes.

about my life on general, I do some creative writing and play video games most of the time, on occasion i'll do a couple sketches and illustrations. I do go to town to get food but othee than that i usually stay at home.

on a day like any other when i was just sitting around thinking about what I should do there was a flicker and my light went out, the mice in my walls started squeekimg louder then usual, and there was a thought that "hey whats happening here. I couldn't tell maybe it was normal random event in my day. the wind started blowing against my trees.