Chapter 20: Goodbye

Today was the day, where every thing was going to change for us, and I was not all too sure if it was for the better or not. Sabin seemed to have a good plan, and I still was not all too sure if I could in fact trust Noah just yet, as it seemed like, all at the exact same time too, that Cole and Amelia were not all too sure if they could trust him either, which I could not blame them for, but I also knew that I was not all too sure if I could trust either one of them either.

They were quite a bit strange to me, and I still was not really ready to buy out the fact that they were here to help us just yet, as I was not all too sure as to just who it was that they were talking about when they brought up their superior, nor was I all too sure as to just how it was that they even talked to their superior in the very first place any ways, never the less.

They seemed to just randomly lose focus on their attention of what was even going on when ever it was that it seemed like some one was trying to talk to them, as it seemed like some one else was trying to talk to them from some other place, all at the exact same time as well. I felt like I was kind of going crazy with the thoughts that I was having, if I was not going to lie to my self, as I was fairly certain that none of it could be true, and none of it could be possible.

There was no way that there was some strange tiny man talking to them in side of their ears, that just did not make any sort of sense at all too me, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh, and I then all of the sudden shook my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to shake out all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that I was even thinking.

It turned out, just what it was that they had all said about Sabin had in fact been true, and that he simply had only been doing all of it to get some sort of power, and a little bit of fame, which I felt like I could under stand and that it made sense, all at the exact same time too, as it seemed like that was all that any one wanted most of the time, never the less, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then all of the sudden got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at once.

I knew just what it was that I really needed to have my focus on right now, as I knew that I had not got all too much sleep at all last night, all at the exact same time too. The focus that I felt like I needed to have my mind on right now, was the fact as to just what it was that we were about to do today, as soon as the sun was fully out, and it was warm enough.

Which, of course, we were nearly at this point at the exact same time as well, as far as I could tell from my window right now. I sighed a bit to my self, as I turned my head over to it, all at the exact same time too, and I then all of the sudden just stared through it for quite a bit of some time as well. As I blinked my eyes once again, I then all of the sudden got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, and I got my focus instead on the thoughts that I knew I needed to be thinking on right at this very moment in time.

Those thoughts of course, were the thoughts of just what it was that we were about to go and do today, as I knew that this was the last time that I was ever going to lay in this bed, for the last time in my life, as so that it seemed to be going already, as I gulped away all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as it kind of scared me to think that kind of way at the exact same time as well.

I kind of did not want to leave the life that I was on, as it was a simple life if I was not going to lie to my self, which I was fine with. I knew that they were telling me that I was the leader, and that I was the one who was going to save our nation, but that just did not make all too much sense to me. Who were these people to come in, and kill our actual leader, just to tell me that I was the true leader of all of this? That just did not make all too much sense to me, as it all just kind of seemed like it was some big joke to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self.

I rolled around in my bed one more time, as I knew that I did not want to live the normal life that I had been talking about, as I knew that life was miserable for not just me, but for every one that was around me, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that every one was scared nearly every day that their family was going to be taken away from them, which made sense as well, as you never knew when that might actually be the case, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try not to focus on all of those thoughts, all at once, as I let out quite a bit of another heavy sigh.

I felt like it was just time for me to give up at this point, on the fact that I knew that I was trying to stay strong, and that I was trying to act like I was a strong person, because I knew that I was not a strong person, and I knew that I really had never been a leader before, and I had not expected it to come so soon. I suppose that I had the help of my friend Randy, and also the help of Noah, who I still was not all too sure about, but that did not really help to make me feel any sort of better, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I felt like the best way to calm my self down, was to just get out of bed, and start to move my self around, all at the exact same time too, as it kind of felt like the more that I just laid in bed, and I stared at the ceiling, or I just sat here with my eyes closed, that it only got worse for me, all at the exact same time too.

I then all of the sudden just nodded to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that I knew that I needed to get out of bed now, and I knew that I needed to get my day started, even if it was in fact too cold out side right now, for me to do any thing at this very moment in time, in the very first place never the less.

I then lifted my self out of bed, all at once, as I then began to start to put a normal pair of clothes on, all at the exact same time too, out of all of the clothes that I still had left in my closet, as I knew that the rest of my clothes were all ready to go, and they were all packed up for the long journey ahead. The journey to the capital of our nation, as it scared me to death as to just the thought of going to that place.

I had been told horror stories of it, as I had been told that there were a lot of slaves there, and there were a lot of homeless people there, with no way out of the city. I was not all too sure as to just what it was that we were even going to do there, if I was not going to lie to my self, as that part did not seem to make all too much sense to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I let out quite a bit of another heavy sigh to my self, once I got all of my clothes on, as I knew that I was now ready to get in to the caravans that would take us to that place.

I knew that we were going to attack the leaders that were in the capital, when ever it was that they were there, at the very least, as Noah had told us, as I was not all too sure about all of that, all at the exact same time too. The main worry that I had, if I was not going to lie to my self, once again, it was the fact, the simple fact none the less, that I was not all too sure as to just where it was that we were going to stay.

No one that was in this rebellion had any sort of friends, or any sort of family that lived in the capital, as I was sure that I was not the only person that had not ever been to the capital, as that was clear to me, all at the exact same time as well, just based off of the looks of the faces of the people that were even in the rebellion.

The people that we had left at the very least, after we had told them that Sabin had been killed, and also the fact that we were going to leave the city, which a lot of the people had in fact told us that they were not going to go, not do to the fact that Sabin had been killed at all, which was much to my surprise, as it was more due to the simple reason that made a lot more sense to me, all at the exact same time as well, which was the fact that they had family here that they needed to take care of.

I felt like I would be the same way if I still had Sandy with me, and I had the unborn baby on the way still, all at the exact same time as well, which sadly was just not the case at all for me, as I felt like, it was just best for me to not dwell on that at all, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden just shook my head, and I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too.

I then finally managed to leave my bed room, all at the exact same time too, as I went straight to my bath room, which was quite a bit nasty, all at the exact same time as well, as I did not have my wife here to remind me that I needed to clean it up, all at the exact same time as well, as I let out quite a bit of another heavy sigh, as I almost just wanted to cry as to the fact that I kept bringing her up, all at the exact same time as well.

I felt like I needed to take the advice of what Randy had told me, as he had said just to not think on it, and always have a blank mind set, as that was how it was that he had got him self through all of the pain, when he had lost his own wife, they which I knew for a fact had hurt him a lot, all at the exact same time as well. I let out quite a bit of heavy sigh to my self once again, as I did my best to ignore the nasty smell that was all in side of my bath room, all at the exact same time too.

It was actually disgusting, and it was quite a bit putrid all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try not to breath in any of the air, as I was glad that I was not ever going to have to worry about this place when all was said and done. Whether that might mean the death of me, or whether that might just mean that I would never be back in this city, and never come back to my home ever again, it left much to be decided, none the less.

I hurried up, and took my piss, as I then all of the sudden began to start to head out of the bath room, shortly after all of that, all at the exact same time too, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh, and a breath of fresh air as soon as I was out, and I had some fresh air to breath in the very first place any ways. I nodded to my self, as soon as I was out in the very first place any ways, as I then got my focus on just what it was that I was thinking about before, which was the fact that I knew that I had to be ready, and I had to be prepared to leave the city, and leave my home for once and for all, all at the exact same time too.

I winced at the thought of it, as I knew that I did in fact have a lot of bad memories that would go away from me as soon as I was to leave this place, but at the exact same time too, I also knew that I would miss this place at the exact same time too, as I knew that this was my home, and that this had been the place that I had grown up at, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, as that felt like it was going to leave a big stain on my heart, all at the exact same time too, at just the thought on all of that.

I sighed once again, for not the first time in the last few moments, as I then all of the sudden began to start to head over to the kitchen, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that I did not have much left in there any more, all at the exact same time too, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then got my eyes on some thing that I saw on the cabinet, all at the exact same time too.

It was simply just a few fruits that I had left out there for a few weeks, as I was sure that they had gone bad at this point, but I really did not care all too much, as I felt like I was too hungry to care at all right now, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, and I then got my focus on the fact that I knew that I had to eat.

I grabbed one of the fruits, and I began to bite in to it, all at the exact same time as well, as it tasted nasty, but I really did not care all too much right at this very moment in time, if I was not going to lie to my self never the less, as I felt like I was just too hungry to care. I kind of did miss one thing from Sabin, which was the fact that he always seemed to make good food for us.

I shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it was best to try to not think on all of that right at this very moment in time how ever, as I knew that I should not be thinking of a man that was jealous of me for some thing that I had not done, or at least, some thing that I had not done yet.

I kind of wondered what it was that would happen if I was to randomly die on the spot, as I knew that the rebellion would lose all the hope that it had left in it, all at the exact same time too, as Noah had told me that I was the only thing that was left that was holding the rebellion together, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.

Cole and Amelia said that it was fate, and that I could not die, but I was fairly certain that they could not read in to the future at all, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden got my focus, and my eyes on the fact that I knew that I had to go out now, as I saw that it was bright enough.

I nodded a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden put on a coat, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self all at once, as I was fairly certain at this point, that it was time, and that I was ready to head off now, all at the exact same time too, as I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, and I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that I needed to pick up my bag too.

I was sure that I was going to get a lot of looks from some of the people that were up early in the morning, and were on the streets, all at the exact same time too, but I really did not care at this point, as it kind of felt like my days of recruiting were in the past, as after Sabin had died, we actually had got plenty of people in the rebellion, as we were going to have nearly 250 people in the caravans with us when ever it was that we were going to be at the capital.

But 250 people was not all too many people, all at the exact same time as well, as I had been told that there were hundreds of thousands of people that lived in the capital, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that we would not stand a chance against all of those people, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even thinking right at this very moment in time, if I was going to be for real, and I was going to be serious with my self too, as I then all of the sudden shook my head once again, and I then all of the sudden just opened the front door to my place, all at once.

I knew that every thing was going to be fine once we were there, and I knew that Noah had friends that lived in the capital none the less, as I was sure that they might be able to give us a place to stay at the exact same time too. Also, based off of what it was that I had been told by Noah, which was much to my own surprise, all at the exact same time too, was the fact that I knew that he had said that the people that lived in the capital were sick of the leader ship as much as we were.

I had to believe it, even though I knew that I had been told by people that lived in this city, that the capital was where it was that all of the rich and the wealthy people lived at, all at the exact same time as well, which was the opposite of what it was that Noah had told me that it was like after what it was that had happened to our nation, all at the exact same time as well.

I felt like I did not have much of any other choice but to believe some one that had been born and raised in the capital, over the fact that it was some one that had never even been out of the city, such as I had never been. I was starting to realize, all at the exact same time too, now that we had got this far in the rebellion in the very first place any ways, that I felt like I really could in fact trust Noah at this point, which felt like it was a scary word for me to say to any one, much less some one who was a part of the government, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that in reality, he was not a part of the government, if what it was that he had told me, in the story, was in fact true, and that he had told us that he had pretended to be some one that he was not in order to get to where it was that he was at right now, which I felt like did not make all too much sense to me either, as I felt like some one would surely notice that for one thing, and also the fact that he knew that he would get in to a lot of trouble, and that he would get killed if he was caught, all at the exact same time too.

It was clear that the man did not care, which I felt like he was quite a bit brave for, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden got my focus, and I got my thoughts on the fact that I knew that I had to keep on going out of my place, all at the exact same time too. I knew that I was letting in quite a bit of some chilly air, in to my place, but that was not the reason that I knew that I needed to close my door.

The real reason, was the simple fact that I knew that I had to get all of this started, as I knew that I really had in fact been wasting quite a bit of some time as it was so far, all at the exact same time too, as I then shook my head, doing my best to try to get my head on straight, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden closed the door behind me, all at the exact same time too, and I then all of the sudden began to start to head down the steps of my place, all at the exact same time as well.

I stood there with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, as I was going down the steps, none the less, as that kind of felt like it was the only look that I could even have on my face at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, once it was that I was down to the last step, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to look down at the not so busy street, as it should not be at this time in the morning, as it was still quite a bit cold out side.

I nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then looked back at my place one last time, as I dropped a bit of some tears from down my eyes, all at the exact same time too, as I then remembered all of the sad and good memories that I had from this place, all at the exact same time too, as it did in fact hurt me quite a bit to leave this place, all at the exact same time as well, as I just seemed to stare at it with quite a bit of a blank look on my face for just a little while longer, all at the exact same time as well.

Just as I was about to turn my head around, and start to head over to the streets, out to the place that I was told that we were going to meet up at, I then got my eyes on some thing that was completely different from all of this, all at the exact same time too, which was another one of the houses of the place that I had lived at for the last few years, never the less.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I just stared at it for quite a bit of some time, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing in the very first place any ways, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that was even so special about the place that I was staring at in the very first place any ways, none the less.

It then all of the sudden hit me, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that was in fact so special about the place that I was looking at right now, and what really was the deeper meaning in to the reason that I was even looking at it at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, never the less.

It was Tona's place, as I knew that she always took care of my wife Sandy, and she too had been through a lot after she had lost her husband, due to the exact same reason that we had lost a lot of other people. They were trying to make a change, and that they were trying to make a difference in this cruel world that we lived in right now, as it did in fact make me feel quite a bit sick to even think on all of those people, all at the exact same time too.

I knew that she had lost her husband around the same time that Randy had lost his wife, as that was simply due to the fact that they had been in the same rebellion, and some one had snitched in them so that they could get a fat check, all at the exact same time as well, as that was what it was that had me so worried about this rebellion in the very first place any ways.

That had been a few years ago, and it was clear that any of those people that might still be like that, were all gone at this point, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear to me that they had all woken them selves up, and that they all realized that there needed to be a bit of some change in all that was going on in the world right now, in the very first place any ways. I cracked a bit of a slight grin on my face, all at the exact same time too, as I remembered that, all at once.

This government, and the leader ship of our nation was really going to be taking a beating, at the very least once we did in fact make it to the capital, as I knew that I was not going to go down with out a fight, all at the exact same time as well, as I cracked quite a bit of a grin on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to start to head over to Tona's place, all at the exact same time as well, as I did not think on any thing else, besides the fact that I was going to have to say one last final good bye to her, all at the exact same time too, and I knew that I was going to have to promise to her that I would get her good and sweet revenge on the death of her husband, all at the exact same time too, which I knew for a fact that it would make her happy for sure, never the less.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, as I knew that I had plenty of time as it was already, as I knew that I was quite a bit ahead of schedule, all at the exact same time too, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then started to head over to her place, after just a few more moments seemed to pass along, all at the exact same time too, as I just kept a big smile on my face, as I walked right up to her front door.

That was after all, what it was that she had told me, and what it was that she had said she wanted to see from me at all times, as she knew that I was not very happy a lot of the time, due to the fact that I was always under a lot of stress, now more than ever it felt like, after the fact that I had joined a rebellion, all at the exact same time too.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I was stuck at her front door, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing at first, but in the end, I did in fact nod a bit to my self, as I all of the sudden began to knock on the door, quite a bit heavily, as I was fairly certain that she would be asleep around this time of day, all at the exact same time as well.

I stood there for a bit of some time, after all was said and done, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden, after not all too much time seemed to pass, I then all of the sudden began to hear her foot steps, as she began to start to head over to the front door, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear, as I would be the same way as she was right now, as to the fact that she was lost as to just why it was that some one was knocking on her door this early in the morning, in the very first place any ways, never the less.

As I stood there, I heard her stop at the front door, as she just stood there for a few moments of time, as I was sure that she was looking through the peep hole, as I was sure that she was quite a bit scared, as well as the fact that she was a bit afraid at the exact same time as well, as I knew that she had heard the talks of a rebellion going on in the city, just like every one else had, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as it was just silence at the front door for a little bit longer, until all of the sudden, not all too much longer after all of that, all at the exact same time as well, I then all of the sudden began to hear a click, which told me that she had unlocked the door, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear to me that she was about to open the door, all at the exact same time too.

I just stood there and stared at the door handle, with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, as I just stood there and I waited patiently for her to open it, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should do right now, if I was going to be for real with my self, never the less.

After a few more moments had seemed to pass, all at the exact same time as well, I then all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, then saw the door open right in front of my eyes, as I saw the worn out look on the face of Tona, all at the exact same time too, as I could tell that she had not got the best of some sleep as of late, which I felt like I could not blame her for.

I knew that she felt like she was a lot to blame due to the fact that the government had taken my wife from me, all at the exact same time too, as it felt like no matter how much it was that I said that it was not her fault, and that it was going to happen no matter what the case was, she still felt like she was going to blame her self for it, even though I knew that she knew that she could not fight off a bunch of grown men that were more than likely in the prime of their lives if I had to guess, as I was sure that they were used to doing the sick stuff that they were doing, all at the exact same time too.

Tona was in her 50s all at the exact same time as well, as she was more of a mentally strong woman, than she was a physically strong woman, as I knew that she could not fight off those men, all at the exact same time too, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, as I then shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at once, as I saw that she did in fact have quite a bit of a worn out look on her face, but as soon as she had seen that it was me at the front door, the worn out look seemed to go away, as she had quite a big smile on her face.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I just stared at her for a little bit longer, until I too all of the sudden smiled right back at her, as I wanted her to know just how happy I was to see her right now, as I knew that she always seemed to bring a big light to all of my days, all at the exact same time too, none the less, no matter what it was that it seemed like I was going through, all at the exact same time too.

I felt quite a bit guilty due to the fact that I had not been seeing her more through all of this, as I felt like I had needed to be there with her, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt quite a bit sick for what it was that I had done, all at the exact same time too, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden saw Tona nod to me, as I saw the shocked look on her face go away, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that she was just glad to see a friend at her front door, in the very first place any ways, never the less.

I was glad to see her too, if I was not going to lie to my self, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I too did in fact nod back to her, too let her know that she had my full attention right now, on just what ever it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, as well.

I hoped that it did not have any thing to do with the fact that she was going to once again apologize for the fact that she had lost Sandy whilst she had been taking care of her, as it usually was, as that was a lot of the reason, all at the exact same time too, now that I came to think of it, as to just why it was that I had not been going to see her, or why it was that I had not gone to talk to her nearly as much as of late.

I sighed a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I shook my head just a slight bit, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to shake off all of those thoughts all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, as she then all of the sudden began to start to speak up to me, all at the exact same time too, after just a few moments longer none the less.

"Why are you at my place so early, that isn't normal for you... I thought you place was on strike!" She said to me, as it was clear that she had heard the news as to all that was going on at our place, as I was fairly certain that she had heard the news as to just what it was that was going on in the city right now, but the fact that she had gone in to that much detail, told me that it was clear to me that she was still paying attention to me, and she still cared quite a bit about me, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden began to get my self stuck on a lot of different thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, which I felt like I really could not help but to do, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that I knew that I needed to go ahead and start to speak to her all of the sudden.

I knew that I still had plenty of time, as I knew that I was not going to be late to what it was that I knew that I needed to go on ahead and do, just based off of the simple fact that I had gone to her place to talk to her, and say one last thing to her before it was that I was to head over to the capital, all at the exact same time as well, as I blinked my eyes a few times.

I stared at her with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, for just a little while longer, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing right now. I just gazed in to her eyes, for just a few moments, as I could see quite a bit of some pain in her eyes, all at the exact same time too, which did in fact hurt me to see.

I dropped a few tears from my own eyes, all at the exact same time too, as I gulped quite a bit wad of spit down my throat, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do right now, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with me in the very first place any ways, as I did my best to try to regain a little bit of some sort of control over my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden nodded to my self, all at once.

As I did in fact do as such a thing, I then all of the sudden, from the corner of my eyes, due to the fact that I had my head a bit low to the ground before now, and before all of this, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to realize that she had thought that I had nodded to her, to let her know that I was about to speak to her, all at the exact same time as well.

The fact of the matter was, I knew that I had to speak to her, but I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even going to say in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that I knew that I had to start to speak to her, as I then all of the sudden began to start to think on just what it was that I was going to say to her in the very first place any ways, none the less.

I knew that I could not lie to her, as that would make no such sort of sense at all, all at the exact same time as well, that I would go to her place, only to lie to her, all at the exact same time as well, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I did in fact begin to start to realize as to just what it was that I knew that I needed to say to her, all at the exact same time as well, just based off of just what it was that she had said to me.

I stared at her with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, which I could tell confused her quite a bit, all at the exact same time too, as I saw her tilt her head a bit towards me. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I knew that I could not get worried about that at all right now how ever, as I then just kept on going with what it was that I was even trying to do in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden began to start to speak to her, all at the exact same time as well.

"Well... The strike is due to the rebellion... As I am sure that you already know..." I said to her, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I did my best to try to keep quite a bit of a blank look on my face, all at the exact same time as well, that way I did not give away any thing else to her, which was not due to the fact that I was worried that she would go and snitch on me, but it was more just due to the fact that I knew that it was a good habit that I knew that I needed to get my self in to, in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, all at once, once again, as I knew that I had to tell her the full truth, at the very least, as me and Tona had been good friends for a very long time, and I knew that I wanted her to know that I was going to go and get revenge for not just what it was that had happened to my wife, and her best friend, but also to just what it was that had happened to her husband long ago, who was simply just trying to make a change in the world, none the less. I stared at her for just a little bit more time, as I then kept on going with what it was that I was saying, as based off of the look that I saw on her face, I could tell that she knew that I was a part of that rebellion. That did not matter how ever, as I knew that she would not judge me for it at all, as I then all of the sudden began to speak to her once again. "I am a part of that rebellion... We are going to go to the capital... We are going to try to make a change in all of this, and I... Well I'm going to try to get Sandy back... I am not all too sure if I will make it out of here alive, so I just wanted to let you know, and I wanted to say... Goodbye..."

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, all at the exact same time as well, as for some reason I felt quite a bit guilty as to the fact that I had told some one that I was in a rebellion, when they were not in it with me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less, as that just felt quite a bit strange, and it felt off to me, all at the exact same time as well.

I knew that Tona was not going to judge me for it though, as I just stared down at the ground, and I then closed my eyes, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to wipe away all of the tears that were falling down from my eyes at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I felt like I was in quite a bit of some pain right now, as that was for a lot of different reasons.

As I stood in that spot, and I held my own, for as long as I could, I then all of the sudden began to start to hear some sobbing coming from the mouth of Tona, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear to me that she was in quite a bit of some pain her self right now, which I really had not meant to do at all, but I knew that it would only hurt her more if I had just left with out at least saying a goodbye to her.

I lifted my head up, as I then all of the sudden began to look at Tona right in to her eyes, all at the exact same time too, as I could see a lot of pain, as well as a lot of anger in her eyes, all at the exact same time too, as I knew just as well as she did, that she was very angry to this day for what it was that the government and the leader ship had done to her husband, all at the exact same time as well, too, as I knew that it hurt her quite a bit.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden, all at once, then began to start to head a little bit closer to her, all at the exact same time too, as I gave her a big hug, which I knew for a fact that it was going to make her feel quite a bit better, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew just how much it was that she loved to give hugs, all at the exact same time as well.

She seemed to calm her self down, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, none the less, as it almost seemed like she might have thought that I had changed my mind as to just what it was that I was going to do all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, which was just not the case at all, and I really did not want her to think that way, all at the exact same time as well.

After just a little bit more time seemed to pass, all at the exact same time as well, I then all of the sudden let my self go from her, all at the exact same time as well, as I looked at her right in to her eyes, all at the exact same time as well, as I could tell that she was still in quite a bit of some pain, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that I had even said to her in the very first place any ways.

I let out quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I knew that I did not have much of any other choice, as I hoped that she could see it the same way that I did, as I knew that I had to do some thing about my wife, as I knew that I could not live with my self if I did not do as such a thing, all at the exact same time too.

As I stared at Tona, for just a little bit longer, all at the exact same time as well, I then all of the sudden began to see that the sad look, and the painful look that she had on her face before, all of the sudden turned in to a bit of a smile, all at the exact same time as well, which did in fact confuse me even more than I had been before, as I did not have much as to a clue as to just what it was that was even going on in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden tilted my head at her, all at the exact same time as well.

Tona just smiled at me, for quite a bit of some more time, as after a little bit longer, all at the exact same time as well, she then all of the sudden nodded to me, all at once, as it was clear that she was letting me know that she too had one last thing to say to me, before it was that I was going to leave, all at the exact same time too, as I breathed in quite a bit to my self, and I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that she was about to speak to me.

I did in fact nod back to her, to let her know that I was paying attention to just what it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden began to start to hear her begin to speak to me, all at the exact same time too, as I blinked my eyes, and I just looked at her with quite a bit of a blank look on my own face, as I was prepared for any thing at this point, all at the exact same time as well. As she did in fact begin to start to speak to me, I too did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, none the less.

"Thank you for seeing me one last time, and letting me know... I am glad that you are doing some thing about this, and I have faith in you... I have seen you do some great things Randolph, believe it or not... You are special, whether or not you think you are, that is much to be questioned... I love you Randolph... Goodbye..."