Unexplored Dreams
My heart, it’s pounding pretty hard. Why am I stressed? What could be the reason for me to be in such pain. I feel empty. Is it because of my incompetence, or my unwillingness to put in the effort on something that I thought would take me somewhere.
Sometimes I ask myself, was it really the best decision? Do I really want to do this or did I do it because it’s the last thing that gives me a sense of purpose to stay in this world? Honestly at this point I don’t even know if it matters. Why am I even thinking of so many do’s and don'ts?
Children are a bunch of sweet and innocent beings, aren’t they? Every single person has to go through that phase, I’m not an exception. I still remember the time where my greatest fear was my parents finding out that missing piece of chocolate in the fridge. I miss those days when I still had that pure smile on my face, those days when my dad used to get me pastries on the way back home still puts a small smile on my face. I wonder at what point did it all start to change.
I think I know when. It all began that day. The fateful day when I lost everything that mattered to me. My family, emotions, the safe place that I used to call home. Gone, As if my whole life up to that point was just a sweet illusion and someone poured a cold bucket of water on me.
After that day I had no will to continue on. There was really nothing for me to look forward to anymore but I guess god took a pity on me and gave me something. Just one more step and there would be no trace left of me, that's when I saw her.
“ CAN YOU STOP STARING AT THE WALL AND HELP ME. “.
SUP GUYS!!!!!
This is my first time writing a novel. so feel free to criticize me. let me know what I can do to improve my writing in the comment sections .
hope ya'll like this.
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