ENTANGLED IN FORNICATION

I met Betty on the bed that morning when I returned home lying unclad and totally exposed

My night at my friend's place was a stressful one. We had a quick discussion and he asked how she was doing. I told him all was fine without mentioning what we had fallen into

How can I when he knew me with strick level of unbroken holiness? I was that holy that no form of sin must be practiced around me

I quickly closed every chapter of discussion he was bringing up and told him I needed to sleep

But it was a lie. I only needed a lone time to properly allow my demon of lust manifest itself

He took me to his guest room and jamped the door behind me

I switched off the light to sleep but couldn't catch up with a glimpse

My soul, thoughts and mind floated with the elegance of Betty

I could envision myself having a deep romance with her and making love beyond the one we had done

This time, I wanted more of her and realized my mind was sealed - completely sealed in doing the atrocities Lucifer had lured me into

My spirit was begging for help but everything else of mine was made up and begging to have Betty

As I lay on the bed, I wished I had my phone with me which I left at home and went for the vigil

"Why did I even come here in the first place?" My flesh quarried

"I am sorry. I came here because Betty was home and going over directly would expose us to more intimate act." My mind replied

"Now are you feeling any better?" My flesh questioned

"I will just try and sleep then return home at around five AM"

I checked my watch and it was reading 4:37am

An hour had just passed after my return from the meeting

I tried against my lust and shut my eyes to catch a quick sleep

I woke up few minutes later with a gross and terrible erection

My organ had become so terribly elongated that I wished against heaven and earth to have a woman beside me and no other could that be than Betty, my betrothed

I left my room and went for my friend's knocking gently

"Joseph, I have to be home now" I said

"Are you sure about that. It's still dark." He said clearing sleep off his eyes

"I know, but I have to be home on time so that I can see Betty off. She is returning back today" I said moving for the door

"Em David!" He called out and I turned

"What is it?"

"Em David, you know I have a drinking addiction. You have told me to stop it and for a moment I have been hiding it away from you. Yesterday you came in and met three bottles of beer on my table. I was off guard not to hide it yet you said nothing. You even cleared them off the table yourself. I don't understand, is everything alright?" He asked

My mind traveled miles quickly and returned

"Ennn, so you want me to be pressing after you like a kid, well, we will talk about that later" I replied deceptively and stormed out with guilt wearing all over me

It was 15 minutes passed 5 now. I entered my car and drove home

I knocked on the door but no response

I stood thinking of what to do knowing that there was no way I wasn't going to have sex with Betty unless I was helped

Just then, I remembered how she often complain of her uncultured sleeping manner

I pushed the door and it opened. "This lady, how will she sleep without locking the door" I quarried happily as Lucifer made a way for me

I turned on the white bulb and shivers traveled down my body

Betty was lying on bed unclad and totally uncovered

"Ah, Betty you have killed me. Betty you have ruined my calling and ministry. Ah Betty, you have finished me" I wept internally

My erection had increased terribly and I was struggling to fight it

I wanted to run but my legs couldn't move

I switched off the light and went to the hanger as I pulled off literally shaking and vibrating

After pulling off and becoming totally uncovered, I switched on the blue bulb I usually put on during my quiet time of Prayer

I climbed the bed and began to touch Betty jently

She turned to me; "love are you back?" I answered yes

"I couldn't sleep. All I was thinking of was having you by me on bed" she said as if her life depended on it and I replied; "I too"."

"I have been hoping she will say no to this. Betty you have finished me" I cried internally

Haven sealed the agreement to work together, i launched into action fully exploring our bodies

"Love, are you not going to use condoms?" She asked

"You know I hate condoms" I said and she affirmed

Against my spirit and God, I and Betty fornicated that morning

My body was driving me against my reasoning such that I could not even think of the repercussion of pregnancy

After some few minutes of being on bed with Betty, I began to feel empty. Ah! I wept terribly

I couldn't believe that it was I commiting the most outrageous act of sexual indulgence I had been preaching strongly against for many years

I was sure that if the trumpet Should blow at the instance, I would miss the rapture

If my congregation should catch me in this act, I would be immediately stoned to dead

"Ah! Ah! Jesus! Lord I'm sorry. How the mighty has fallen" my spirit cried

As I lay on bed while Becky went to shower, I felt totally empty, dried and defeated by sin

I began to envision her in the bathroom again and the demon who was now inhabiting me began to prompt me to go after her but I fought it hard to victory

At least I won't do it again for the same day

I was captured, totally captured

What I had fallen into was just the begining of the calamities I would face in hell and ministry for the following years of my life