Being Dead is Nice...

Ouch!

What the hell happened to me.

All I remember doing was reading some novels. And suddenly feeling a searing pain, anyways where am I?

All I can see is black, just an endless void. I feel like I've lost all my senses it's weird but I don't feel uncomfortable; I feel at ease, my mind felt logical. I can recall all my memories since the day I was born even the ones I want to forget.

I remember my first day of highschool abroad, my first day in japan I was pretty excited too, just recalling that memory makes me feel awkward as if watching a movie I listened to myself."h-hi, my name is ### and im 12 years old" I feel ashamed and embarrassed just by looking at my young stuttering self, and then my young self continues after the teacher asks me what my hobbies are my younger self responds by saying "m-my hobbies are reading novels and watching anime".It was embarrassing, but it didn't get me bullied of something of the like, I was a loner, it's not like there was no one for me to befriend in fact there were quite a few weebs like me but the problem wasn't them it was me.

I myself hated being around other people, even my own family members, this made people pity me saying I had mental problems. It got to the point where my own parents got me a therapist to deal with my so called "mental problem" I hated them for that.

I considered my "mental problem" something normal just considering my self introverted. I started college soon after graduating highschool I dropped out during the third year my parents were heartbroken because I had won a scholarship and my future seemed bright.I hated every second and minute that I was in college.

I forced myself to continue due to the miniscule amount of filial piety I had left for my parents. But eventually all things come to an end, and as my patience had run out, I dropped out.I basically cut off all ties to my family, I lived a shut in life only going out when needed, free loading off of my parents.

I had no siblings and my parents were quite well off, thus giving me a perfect life of entertainment and seclusion.Life in my eyes couldn't be better, but on my 30th birthday I suddenly blacked out and this whole fiasco happened.

I kept watching my life repeatedly, over and over again. A never ending film. To some this might seem boring and might even drive some insane but for some reason I felt fine I felt clean.

After reflecting on my past actions for who knows long, I felt something or maybe it was someone I didn't know but I felt it; it felt far away, but it seemed as if it was coming towards me at blinding speeds.

I panicked, I didn't know what to do. Wait... oh my god! I can move am I that stupid.

[A/N: No my dear viewers it called plot reasons not stupidity]

I started moving away at a painstakingly slow pace and then I just decided to give up, why? Not because im a mentally weak person but because I personally think I lived a fulfilling life with nearly no regrets. Except maybe just a few unfinished novels and a few dropped.

If someone listened closely, one could hear him cursing someone called AuthorWiz?

And as I was resigning myself to fate, I hear a voice calling me to it. It seems to be the thing that was charging at me i-it... seemed to stop as it approached me?

I can't see but I feel warm as the thing got closer as if the warm morning sun was shining on me and then I heard a voice so beautiful, so melodious, so harmonious it was as if I was in gods merciful embrace I felt as though I could remain like this endlessly without ever feeling bored or incontinent.

Suddenly as im slowly floating towards the voice it starts to speak to me, then I heard it the first voice I have heard since iv come to this void it said "Im sorry little one".What the hell, why is this voice sorry. I try to speak for the first time and nothing came out not even a squeak. The voice then said, "for letting you suffer in this purgatory, letting you be forgotten and abandoned in this hell overlooked by even the gods sniff* sniff*"

.... WHAT?!, what does it mean by "purgatory" was this supposed to be a hell?! and why am I feeling sad and guilty because this thing is crying, my heart wails every time I hear it pity me?!, I think to myself.

"Yes, little one, this is purgatory a place where the most evil devils go to after passing, but you little one were incoherently banished to this realm for countless eons due to my misunderstanding I apologize sincerely for my foolish act sniff* sniff*"

.It continued crying, but I didn't truly care even though my heart kept wailing as if instinct my mind was clear as ever what I was actually wondering was did this thing read my mind and is it a god cuz who would banish me to "purgatory" which im pretty sure is hell but a lot worse and last but not least is he going to compensate me?.

The thing moved forward again saying "yes child I hear your concerns, but be patient all will be answered soon enough was pleasantly surprised as it seems the thing that I will now call god doesn't seem to be hell bet on killing me like I previously thought and thank god for that or maybe I should just thank the god in front of me... I think.

God then grabbed me even though I don't know what my state of being was currently but when god, which I suspect to be a he, grabbed me I felt small and petite.

He then said, "this is not a suitable place to hold a conversation let us go to my domain" and just as he said that WOOSH* as if a million blinding lights appeared I was in a washitsu a classical Japanese style room.

I didn't know how I knew that but I just knew wondering about countless things god interrupted me by saying "welcome to my domain little one I know you have countless question but lets save that for another time".

"I might seem rude but this matter I am about is of the utmost importance, child do you know of those novels you used to read back in your previous world?, the ones about someone reincarnating into an unknown world where the hero is equipped with a flawless System? gifted to them by someone of a godly status or by seemingly no one all those tales are true albeit not the same exact stories but the premise of reincarnating and being gifted a system is true and undeniable and this is all orchestrated by the gods and used to solve their problems, that they cannot interfere with due to the laws of existence, and to nurture champions who will serve them".

I felt a gush of unhindered information that sounded unreal I was at a daze for a few seconds but got myself together quickly. I felt excited when I heard this why would a god explain this to me if he's not going to reincarnate me? as I mused to myself thinking how lucky I am hehe.

The god ignored him then continued saying "this may seem confusing and out of nowhere and im sure it is but this information is needed to inform you about the current situation that you're going to be in, I have bended the very laws of existence to save you I have committed a great taboo to extract someone from purgatory, this labels me as a traitor, right as we speak thousands upon thousands of immortal kings are coming to apprehend me.

"Listen well child I will use the last of my authority to rebirth you as the greatest system this multiverse has ever known for your job is to nurture the most powerful beings in all of existence and avenge me!, go little one we will meet again if fate will it!"Just before the blinding light that rushed straight for me I hear thunderous screams and shouts that threatened to burst my eardrums it felt as though existence its self was trembling I couldn't even processes what the god had said before the light had shrouded me and just before I left I said something "thats a quick turn of emotions he's probably the main villain"