96: I'm already mad

~Laith~

"You have the power to stop the old one. Own it and be the last thing he sees before his world goes dark," Ywain encouraged. 

To do that I needed to stop wearing soft silk and flower crowns of offerings. I needed to quit being gentle and loved, instead of waiting for others to protect me. I needed to find a way to protect myself. 

However, I couldn't do that while being the huanar. The curse made me lonely, it prevented me from connecting to my friends and staying close to my allies and kept them at arm's length. With the curse in me, I was vulnerable.

"I need to get rid of this place. I can't be the master of huanar," I claimed. 

"Give it to me," Ywain suggested. 

"What?"

"You don't want it and I don't wish to be imprisoned here. Furthermore, this house is eternal which means owning it will grant me immortality, everything I've always wanted, " his eyes lit up.