LOST MYSELF IN THE PROCESS OF FINDING YOU

I wake up at 6:00 and i have a habit after waking up i keep sitting for 5 to 10 mins to break the feeling of being sleepy i stand up apfter 5 minutes then ge straight to the restroom after i brush my teeth and pour water on my face i wash my face very lazily after washing my face I move towards my room than take uniform that was well ironed by my mother I change my night suit into school uniform than I stand in front of the mirror to tie my hairs then I take my breakfast in my room after that I took my school bag and run towards the door when I open the door then I saw my van already reached then I run fast toward van and then then sit beside the driver seat.

My school van also picked some other students from different places then finally I reached school peacefully I entered from the front entrance then I saw receptionist and I greeted her with a slight smile and walk slowly toward my classroom it's almost the time of our daily assembly but unfortunately I was late to attend the assembly because all my class fellows were already present in the front ground of our school and then I realized that I was left alone in the school after put my bag on the chair I turn around then I saw a boy that's a bit cute but then I realize he is standing very close to me then I my steps a few backwards and he take steps towards me and I move further backward then I realize I was stick with the wall and his face was very near to me then I push him back from coming further close to me when I push him he then looked at me with a smirk on his face an that moment he is looking very evil after that suddenly my class fellows enter in the class room after assembly and looking at them I feel relived and then teacher enter in the class room and started teaching us that makes me happy.

We had a new student in our class today he is handsome but he was compared to us after some time passes the girls of my started talking about the newcomer in front of me and I'm the one who just loves her studies and not interested in that type of talks and I ignore them and started to study by self after passed it's the time for us to go home now and coz I'm the student who goes through van I have to wait for my van to pick me up and my friend goes with me on the same van her name is "Emelie" when our van arrives I run towards the van and sit on it then my friend sit beside me we had a talk daily but today se also started talking about the new guy in our class and she was like he is so handsome, charming, and smiles cutely than I said I'm not interested to talk with you about him if you have anything else than you can talk with me Emelie just looked at me in surprised way then she said I will make you to take interest on him after that I laughed a lot then I reached my home and after entered to my house I put my things on place and take lunch after eating I move towards my bed and lay on it to take a small nap.

After taking nap I wake up and have some coffee with my mum and dad and talk about normal things after that I got up and go straight to my room for some study it took 3 hours to study, I usually have a habit of studying 3 hours daily because if I didn't study 3 hours daily then I'm not satisfied with that after complete my daily homework I watch some movies and at that time i am started thinking about what Emelie said to me at the morning and the thoughts running on my mind and I feel uncomfortable with it for the time being it almost the time for me to sleep because the next day I have to go to school through van and the van pick me early in the morning after brush up my thoughts I lay on my bed for sleep and then I sleep peacefully.

And I started thinking of him and what Emelie said to me and I have been thinking it then suddenly I realized that I'm studying after that I keep my mind only for study then complete my daily home work and go to bed early for sleep. When I were sleeping I had a dream of that new boy and in my dream we were very close like more than friends and I suddenly wake up and realized that it's just a bad dream and after that I check time on my mobile its almost 9'0 Clock and I'm already late for school than I furiously stand up and brush my teeth and dressed up for school and my mom set my breakfast on table and I was already late today so I said mom that I will have lunch in school. After that I rush for school in a public transport and drop by stop it's a little far from school but not that far so I decide to walk to the school. I started walking towards school than I saw him in the road and he was already looking at me and slightly pass a soft smile to me and I look down by seeing him because it's just unexpected to see him at this time on the road and I thought I'm late by chance and why he is also late today is this a coincidence or he's really stalking me that he knows I'm late so that's why he is also late for school.

Unfortunately, he is walking besides me because our way to school is same and I can't say him to come school after me because I hadn't talk him from the he entered to school that's why I keep walking silently and we entered to school with me it's a quiet embarrassing that we come along but I run towards my class because I'm already late and my first lecture was just missed by me because I overslept today. I entered in class and take my seat then Emelie asked me why are you late today and teased me by saying that I'm just late because I have been dreaming of Harvey. Then I asked who is Harvey. Emelie shockingly said "Malissa don't say that you don't know his name". I asked her whom are you talking about I didn't understand then she said the new boy our class his name is Harvey. I replied "I really don't know because I'm not interested on him and its just a waste of time to know him ". She said "Malissa you are seriously crazy that you are not interested on him when he is our class most handsome boy". I said "let's study" and then he also entered in class the suddenly Emelie said you are saying that you are not interested in him but why you come to school with him then I explain her everything then as always, she started teasing me that there is something between you two when you are late by then he also late by change so, I said it's just a coincidence because I never ever want to come school with him. After that we started study but the thoughts of morning running on my mind and I couldn't focus on lecture given by teachers then I try hard to focus on just study and I succeeded also and now it's time for resist we go to our cafeteria to have lunch and I saw him Infront of my table and I thought why he is sitting in front of me he's just a stalker then he suddenly stand up from his table and started walking towards me I thought why is coming here when Emelie was gone to make order for our lunch when he stands up in front of me I'm a little shy and thought what's the matter why he is standing here then he said "Hello! Malissa how are you". And I just replied him flatly" I'm fine do you have something to talk about". He said "I'm a new student so I haven't much time to prepare for exams because I registered in Mid's and don't have much lectures so I'm a little worried that how can I cover topics for exams. Can you help me!". I said shockingly "Why me there are so many students you can ask anyone else". He said "I think you are the intelligent that's why I'm asking for your help". I replied Ok! Then let he has some time to think over it and I'll let you know when I'm done thinking he said ok I'm waiting for your reply. And that that time my heart was like it's just pop up from my body my heart is beating very fast then Emelie came to me and said what happened.

I replied nothing just Harvey came to me and said that he wants to study with me and then I asked him to give me sometime for thinking over it after that Emelie replied "why are you taking time for that just said him that you are on for it". I said its easily for you but I'm not that type of girl I have to think what I'm doing and what are the impact of that on my future that's why I have to take some time to think over it and then I spend my day thinking Over it and then I go to sleep by the ending of the day.