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15 days to go to marriage of saad and simra…

Today is their engagement…

"Is everyone ready?" My mom ask as she entered our room . I can see the line of worries on her face and I get it she is just so anxious about simra's engagement , no matter how many times I told her everything will be alright each time she says 'I know but I cant help about getting worried' . she is afraid that every thing will be wrong like aqsa will forget where she kept her jewellery and will look all over the house to find it … which exactly...is happening right now…. Like simra will not get ready on time which again exactly is happening right now and that I will be finding excuse to not to go to my sister engagement which is again happening right..... well forget it .

Its not happening right now .. it was happening before I saw my mother's horrifies expression on her face as she saw me in my night clothes…

U better get ready in 15 minutes ifra or you will sure get a beating from me , my mom said with that threatening expression on her face I am always scared of .

"Mom do I really need to go I swear I will saw the whole engagement on video call .. I am really not feeling very well" … I know I know I am saying the same line I said to my mom few hours ago but maybe now she pity my situation and agree on my request .

"No no no no definitely no . don't u know this is your own sister's engagement u have to attend it . I know beta ( baby) its difficult for you to face the situation but its for your own good .. u should learn to face your problems and not to run from them .she said again with that motivational speech .. I looked at simraa through mirror … she mouthed PLEASE..

"OK OK I am going to get ready" I said with a sign I know its an important event for my sister and my family and they want me to celebrate it with them .. but how can I celebrate is when everyone there was going to give me that pathetic and disgusting look .. how can I go there when I know whenever anyone see my they would think of my as a sl*t . I hate it I just hate it , and most of all HE was also going to be there with everyone . I am finally going to see him after 3 years . but am I really ready for that . am I really ready to face them all again , to face him again . I know I am not, and this is the only reason I don't want to go . but its simra's engagement and even if not today I would have to face him for the next function … its not that I am not happy for simra I really am.. I am just little worried for what would happen to me today .

I step toward my room and picked up my dress and go the changing room its a maroon plazo and kurti with golden work and embroidery on it ... i really like this dress . aqsa choose it . she loves to pick dresses for me , it was actually her idea to make us wear same dresses . i did my makeup fast and in hurry . and wear my jewellery and my favourite three layered embellished ruby maang teeka. now i am finally satisfied with my look i said as i see my self in the mirror suddenly i heard my room door open..

"Oh my god.. someone is really going to make a lot of people drool . aqsa my sister said as she step toward me. It's a good thing we are twins ..she is looking exactly like me.. like my mirror. Sometimes its really feel weird to see someone exactly like you but who acts so so and so different . that's true aqsa and I are truly opposites while she is someone as a butterfly ,always have that aura of happiness and excitement where ever she goes . but when I go somewhere, my aura never changes ..always filled with sadness and disappointment . suddenly something hit my brain.

maybe she can play my role and I can play hers as we always did when we were kids . I look up at her with a lot of hope in my eyes.

"Don't you dare to say what u are thinking ifra .. I am not going to do that" she said by raising her hands in the air as a resignation .

I sign with full disappointment . I can't make her do this I have to let her enjoy this day as her.

"I know what you are thinking my sister but don't worry u get this okay?" she said as she give me a tight side hug .. "we're really proud of you let people think whatever they want to think okay you are always the best . and to are going to be okay today."

I heard her with admiration . sometimes it really left me dumbfounded how my family always knows what I needed to hear . they are truly the best .

And yes I have to get this today maybe not for me... but, for my family . they really deserve it .

As I think this I beautiful smile spread across my face and I nod toward her .

"That's my girl" aqsa and I both look at a similar figure … our elder sister looking absolutely beautifull in her exquisite maroon lehenga . which i can proudly say now that is designed by me , yes i love designing clothes. i just complete my degree of fashion designing by best designing university.

"God my sister were u really planning to give our groom a mini attack by looking this beautiful" aqsa said as she gave me a wink .. simraa look at us and giggle … she is indeed looking beautiful and now I realized how much happy I am for her .. when she came toward us aqsa and I gave her a hug and we both said in unison CONGRATULATION our sister and giggle. i am so happy for her that she is finally getting married to her love.

"U all are here come on e are getting late" our mom said as she was coming toward the door …

"Let them embrace each other a little more …. Its been a very long since I saw giving each other their epic hug."

My sisters and I look at each other and giggle .. that's true it really seems so long since we all been this happy ....